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beramoon — Do I hide?
Published: 2007-07-18 22:48:23 +0000 UTC; Views: 16; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 1
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i keep feeling this needa need i've had for so long,
although you became my band-aid
you healed my heart
but sometimes the scars opens
and i feel this need
the need of blood
blood that falls, from my own body
the hurt, tearing my soul apart
and the emptiness..
That horrible, lovely emptiness!
i just wanna scream, scream my heart out!
it feels like i'm not allowed to feel this
and my conscience is killing me
although i haven't done anything bad
i wonder, why is this need still here?
my heart seems to be screaming:
i want to feel horrible!
Don't tell me who to be
Don't tell me i'm not good enough
I just want to be accepted
the summer break i've longed for
the summer break that would've taken away my bad feelings,
is here
But the feelings still remains
my "away from everything" summer break is here
and i can't feel that freedom
i can do whatever i want, but i do nothing
My heart feels empty and weak
what can be done?
do i hide from everything?
