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Published: 2010-04-15 02:54:11 +0000 UTC; Views: 101; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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One day down six more to goI've got to wait for the pleasure
That my pain will bring me
And oh how I've missed
The lovely carmine strip-stripes
The patchwork designs
And the hidden scars
I can't wait to be there again
And yet I'm so scared to bring myself down
From this two-month pedestal I'm on
But this is what I've been waiting for, right?
This is what has been on my mind the whole time, yes?
Yes. It has been. And it's one hundred percent sad.
Pathetic that I stop for a second and am already craving it
Like a baby monkey craves comfort over food
No twelve steps can help me
Because I don't want to stop this addiction
Every aspect my teacher mentioned in class
Applies to me
And I realize this is a problem
That I don't want to fix
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sometimes, staying sober an be twisted into 'how long i wont until i do'
i can understand your temptation and these are your decisions, but know that im proud of your two month pedestal
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i know. like a month last time, now two months.
and then i'll want to beat that and so it'll be three months then.
and then after that four months. and so on.
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