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I count the days,
I know it will soon be,
Time flies like a jet,
I wish it has a brake.

I should not look,
At his sweet hazel eyes,
I should not let Love,
To invade my heart.

I count the days,
I know it will soon be,
I should not build the memories of him,
And keep them in my heart.

He is too kind,
Never stop loving me,
He cares too much,
Till it makes me cry,
But will he still loves me,
When I am gone?

I count the days,
I know it will soon be,
He told me that I should not be sad
And I have to wait.

He brushes away my tears,
With his dear finger,
“I will be there one day”
“To be by your side forever”
He looks at me with tears flooded in his sweet hazel eyes,
“Please do not leave me”
I could only weep.

I count the days,
I know it will soon be,
I will close my eyes forever,
But I cannot let him go.

How can I let other girls
To take away his hugs, smiles and kisses from me?
I know when I leave him,
They will steal and win his heart.

I count the days,
I know it will soon be,
I cough badly,
I could see the blood splutter out from my mouth.

I can feel the blade,
Stabbing inside my heart,
The pain is unbearable,
What I see around me now is blank.

I count the days,
I know it will soon be,
I could hear the nurse’s panicky scream,
“Her beat is so weak!”

This is it,
My heart is useless,
I know it is now time,
To leave the world,
To leave my precious love.

I count the days,
I know it will soon be,
But when I open my eyes,
To my surprise I am still alive.

My mother cries with happiness,
“She has woken up!”
I could see tears and smiles on their faces,
I could not believe I could see my family again.

I count the days,
I know it will soon be,
I cannot believe,
They succeed to find another one,
To replace my dying heart.

“Where is he?”
I ask weakly,
I could not wait to meet him,
To say I am fine and will never leave his side again.

But their faces abruptly change,
They look at each other without a word,
I can sense something is amiss,
“Where is he?”
“What is going on?”

I count the days,
I know it will soon be,
But that day takes away his life,
Instead of mine.

The pain is too much,
I could hear my heart screams,
The sadness and sorrow shear my heart,
Why must he go instead of me?

They told me that the heart that beats inside me,
Is his heart and it is hard for me to believe,
He had an accident,
After visiting me,
He was in critical condition,
He could not be saved.

Before he closed his eyes,
For the last time,
He asked the nurse,
To write a short note,
And hand it to me.

I quickly open and read it,
With tears brimming in my eyes,
“I know when you read this,
“I am already gone”
“I am sorry I did not keep my promise”
“I could not let you die”
“Do not say I leave you,”
“I will always be with you,”
“For the heart inside you,”
“Is my heart that will never stop loving you”

Description
I count the days,
I know it will soon be,
Time flies like a jet,
I wish it has a brake.

I should not look,
At his sweet hazel eyes,
I should not let Love,
To invade my heart.

I count the days,
I know it will soon be,
I should not build the memories of him,
And keep them in my heart.

He is too kind,
Never stop loving me,
He cares too much,
Till it makes me cry,
But will he still loves me,
When I am gone?

I count the days,
I know it will soon be,
He told me that I should not be sad
And I have to wait.

He brushes away my tears,
With his dear finger,
“I will be there one day”
“To be by your side forever”
He looks at me with tears flooded in his sweet hazel eyes,
“Please do not leave me”
I could only weep.

I count the days,
I know it will soon be,
I will close my eyes forever,
But I cannot let him go.

How can I let other girls
To take away his hugs, smiles and kisses from me?
I know when I leave him,
They will steal and win his heart.

I count the days,
I know it will soon be,
I cough badly,
I could see the blood splutter out from my mouth.

I can feel the blade,
Stabbing inside my heart,
The pain is unbearable,
What I see around me now is blank.

I count the days,
I know it will soon be,
I could hear the nurse’s panicky scream,
“Her beat is so weak!”

This is it,
My heart is useless,
I know it is now time,
To leave the world,
To leave my precious love.

I count the days,
I know it will soon be,
But when I open my eyes,
To my surprise I am still alive.

My mother cries with happiness,
“She has woken up!”
I could see tears and smiles on their faces,
I could not believe I could see my family again.

I count the days,
I know it will soon be,
I cannot believe,
They succeed to find another one,
To replace my dying heart.

“Where is he?”
I ask weakly,
I could not wait to meet him,
To say I am fine and will never leave his side again.

But their faces abruptly change,
They look at each other without a word,
I can sense something is amiss,
“Where is he?”
“What is going on?”

I count the days,
I know it will soon be,
But that day takes away his life,
Instead of mine.

The pain is too much,
I could hear my heart screams,
The sadness and sorrow shear my heart,
Why must he go instead of me?

They told me that the heart that beats inside me,
Is his heart and it is hard for me to believe,
He had an accident,
After visiting me,
He was in critical condition,
He could not be saved.

Before he closed his eyes,
For the last time,
He asked the nurse,
To write a short note,
And hand it to me.

I quickly open and read it,
With tears brimming in my eyes,
“I know when you read this,
“I am already gone”
“I am sorry I did not keep my promise”
“I could not let you die”
“Do not say I leave you,”
“I will always be with you,”
“For the heart inside you,”
“Is my heart that will never stop loving you”