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I have an idea for a friend groups of mine Minecraft realm as well as maybe a short story here, it will be a bit of a vent piece as well as a better look into my life and how I really feel sometimes.

(I'm going to be writing about myself for now on so reed if you want )

I have a lot of issues with showing how I really feel at most times because I have always been and always want to be the person people can vent to and talk about their issues to and get advice from (mom of group) but it makes it hard for me to allow myself to talk and vent about my problems to them. I do have one person I'm comfortable with talking about this sort of stuff with but I really don't want to burden him since I know for a fact he is struggling as well and I don't want to make him worry for me along with the fact that he already knows a lot of the issues in my life and is already worrying. I tend to always be "the strong and dependable" one in my family as well per example: when my grandfather died I refused to cry in front of my mother (my mom is a whole subject by itself) and didn't cry for 2 months till I was at my dad's for the weekend since I trust him more then anyone I know, so that's more of an insight to what problems I tend to have with myself but that doesn't explain why I'm doing what I'm doing. well, art has been and always will be my therapy so for once I'm going to share my edgy stuff with you guys and in a way also tell more about myself and who I am whale helping myself through a rather tough time in my life.

(no I don't have subtidal thoughts I did 5 years ago and they have never come back sense then (without the help of therapy since I cant trust it anymore after a family member payed of one of my therapist when I was 12 to tell them everything I said then yelled at me for my serious concerns and depression even if I was 12 my old and new friends as well as my volunteer work with my church helped me through it and I have a rather healthy mindset that life is beautiful and will be beautiful when I can go and see it with my own eyes. )

If I do share the art I make as well as the stories I promise it won't be too gory because I wouldn't want to draw that unless I'm in a really dark mood after watching a horror movie or something and I promise I would put an age restriction on it as don't want people to see i unless they want to.

Description
I have an idea for a friend groups of mine Minecraft realm as well as maybe a short story here, it will be a bit of a vent piece as well as a better look into my life and how I really feel sometimes.

(I'm going to be writing about myself for now on so reed if you want )

I have a lot of issues with showing how I really feel at most times because I have always been and always want to be the person people can vent to and talk about their issues to and get advice from (mom of group) but it makes it hard for me to allow myself to talk and vent about my problems to them. I do have one person I'm comfortable with talking about this sort of stuff with but I really don't want to burden him since I know for a fact he is struggling as well and I don't want to make him worry for me along with the fact that he already knows a lot of the issues in my life and is already worrying. I tend to always be "the strong and dependable" one in my family as well per example: when my grandfather died I refused to cry in front of my mother (my mom is a whole subject by itself) and didn't cry for 2 months till I was at my dad's for the weekend since I trust him more then anyone I know, so that's more of an insight to what problems I tend to have with myself but that doesn't explain why I'm doing what I'm doing. well, art has been and always will be my therapy so for once I'm going to share my edgy stuff with you guys and in a way also tell more about myself and who I am whale helping myself through a rather tough time in my life.

(no I don't have subtidal thoughts I did 5 years ago and they have never come back sense then (without the help of therapy since I cant trust it anymore after a family member payed of one of my therapist when I was 12 to tell them everything I said then yelled at me for my serious concerns and depression even if I was 12 my old and new friends as well as my volunteer work with my church helped me through it and I have a rather healthy mindset that life is beautiful and will be beautiful when I can go and see it with my own eyes. )

If I do share the art I make as well as the stories I promise it won't be too gory because I wouldn't want to draw that unless I'm in a really dark mood after watching a horror movie or something and I promise I would put an age restriction on it as don't want people to see i unless they want to.