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Published: 2019-01-05 21:21:14 +0000 UTC; Views: 763; Favourites: 24; Downloads: 0
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huhΒI've always been saying how "I'm such an asshole", because i knew something was off, even if i was "nice" to them
i didnt know exactly what i was doing but i was doing something. and today i found out its just . plain guilt tripping, i do it with my friends. and i dont think I've done it with anyone else right now ?it comes in the form of vagueing and ill tell you its def not new,,, i think I've been doing since like ....god wHO KNOWS. and I've made people feel bad on purpose , and for NO REASON at all. what the fuck
my father also does this to my mom every time he visits us every. single. time. so i think i picked it up from him over the years. now I'm like this. but now i have to.....stop doing it to people i hold dear to me because trust me, i love you all so much,, and it sucks when i know I've hurt you somehow i dont wanna be like that
i dont know what my conclusion is really
just. i know my problem, or at least one of them, and I'm going to do my best to stop it even if i feel hopeless about it since, its not for me its for my friends and i love them so much they're the only reason i wANT to live.
also ill summarise it if u dont wanna read the whole thing
I've been guilt tripping my friends
its probably because of my dad
and now i wanna fix it
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Comments: 15
Hey, if you at least stopped, thought, realized it and regreted it, you're already better than many people who know exactly what they're doing and keep on doing it on purpose.Β
Sometimes we have bad habit but you're a good person who wants to change yours, and that's amazing ><
I'm sure you can do it with time! <3
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yeah!! yeah !!! Β i know now I'm so happy i do cuz like i said i was like huh,,,somethings off.....
but thank you sm ! <33
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Np pal!! If you ever want to talk, I know we've only talked once before but, still, I'm here if you ever feel like talking with someone! ^^
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thank you so much! yeah maybe!
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Maybe is a curious choice of word in response to that XD DKGDKGH If you ever feel like it, just send me a note! It's okay if you don't feel like it either :3
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Hey man, you've been trying to change it and that's a good thing. Recognizing your bad habit is the first step to fixing it, and having a drive to fix it is the next. You've got this, and I'm sure if you make an effort your friends will appreciate it!
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yeah! yeah ur right! I'm glad someone pointed it out to me. yeah i didnt come to conclusion on my own but its better than nothing. and ill work on it ! ... no i won't ill actually stop guilt tripping them i dont wanna "try" id like to "do" instead!
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Yes, that's the mindset to be in! Go out there and kick some butt my dude!
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goddamn man this piece is so inspiring..!! the dull blue of the background and the expresion of the character's so moody and relatable qwqq i love the character behind thisΒ
and i'm sorry that you did pick it up from your dad! i hope you're getting better at being a better person for people~
i respect you for trying to change that ! <3Β
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ah! thank you so much! and yeahhhh same same i really wish and you dont have to respect me for it! its honestly what i should be doing normally
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hh no problem bb!!Β
though not that i already respect you tho qwq
you're trying your best and that's what matters!!Β
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than kYOU!!!! ur so sweet ! <3
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aw no problem man!! keep up the good work!!!Β <333
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