xFennek [2022-04-23 05:51:20 +0000 UTC]

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Meowwling [2020-11-12 02:46:27 +0000 UTC]

Your art style is amazing...

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xFennek [2020-04-05 11:02:45 +0000 UTC]

miss havin that orange pennywise hair ):

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xFennek [2019-10-21 14:44:09 +0000 UTC]

oof i need a professional to cleanse this page, theres so much Darkness in here that it may as well be a Kingdom Hearts world

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xFennek [2019-08-28 19:49:12 +0000 UTC]

good old country taylor swift

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xFennek [2019-08-18 08:34:11 +0000 UTC]

i’m in love with your girlfriend

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xFennek [2019-08-17 06:24:26 +0000 UTC]

i wish i could take back all that i ever said to you

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xFennek [2019-08-13 16:01:26 +0000 UTC]

i had the most stressful sleep oh my god. literally had weirdass dreams too

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xFennek [2019-08-13 09:48:24 +0000 UTC]

My bedroom is so fucking dark that its actually kinda scaring me, ngl

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xFennek [2019-08-13 08:22:19 +0000 UTC]

i’m so tired of feeling lonely all the time

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xFennek [2019-08-13 05:01:08 +0000 UTC]

im starving

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xFennek [2019-08-12 21:51:01 +0000 UTC]

That post-cry headache

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xFennek [2019-08-12 13:48:51 +0000 UTC]

i wish i was drunk out of my mind right now but i don’t even drink

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xFennek [2019-08-12 13:09:34 +0000 UTC]

nobody would miss me if i was dead.
you wouldn’t even notice if i was gone.

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xFennek [2019-08-12 13:06:42 +0000 UTC]

i kinda wanna just like... stop existing... whats the point. the friendships that i thought would last forever are ending, but theyre taking their sweet time and letting me suffocate by watching. i had these friends and i’ve never been so close to anyone like that in my life. but they found new people and they got rid of me.

they told me that they loved me and that i meant so much to them, but if people mean that much to you ...then you don’t just throw them away like trash. ive had a best friend for like 8 years and she doesn’t even try to talk to me, because she has someone more important now...

everybody lies. ive always said that i’m nothing but a placeholder until something better comes around, and i hate that i’m always right. i’m always right and it hurts to much. i caught a friend treating me that way and nothing hurt more but i had to play it off...

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xFennek [2019-08-10 10:22:38 +0000 UTC]

i think you’re really amazing..

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xFennek [2019-08-09 20:42:04 +0000 UTC]

ive been feeling a little down so far today... haven’t talked to anybody yet and i dont know what to do with myself... i should draw..?

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xFennek [2019-08-09 19:42:16 +0000 UTC]

bro i wish i could have my own planet away from everyone

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xFennek [2019-08-08 17:23:14 +0000 UTC]

I had a great day yesterday, I hope today will be the same

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xFennek [2019-08-08 17:01:23 +0000 UTC]

why do i...

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xFennek [2019-08-08 07:59:53 +0000 UTC]

i can actually feel it in ny chest

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xFennek [2019-08-08 07:59:31 +0000 UTC]

im feeling so nice tonight and i just wanna give someone all my love

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xFennek [2019-08-08 07:58:32 +0000 UTC]

What do u do when u wanna cuddle hard af but u have nobody.

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xFennek [2019-08-08 06:51:53 +0000 UTC]

i... why.................. dudes have the worst humor. why

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xFennek [2019-08-07 19:37:39 +0000 UTC]

i wanna dance with u but the problem here is that i cant dance

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xFennek [2019-08-07 05:14:37 +0000 UTC]

i'm just a chunky tired cat while you're a cool slim dog full of life
thats us

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xFennek [2019-08-07 05:05:34 +0000 UTC]

just tell me if you think about me or not

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xFennek [2019-08-07 05:02:56 +0000 UTC]

im tired, girl

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xFennek [2019-08-07 04:53:26 +0000 UTC]

the worst part of this is that i know you don't even care about me 

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xFennek [2019-08-07 04:51:33 +0000 UTC]

its... its honestly not helping. shit
should i just like lay down
or would that make it worse rn

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xFennek [2019-08-07 04:46:29 +0000 UTC]

me: i guess i'll let my inner crush frustrations out by playing OSU...





me playing Caramelldansen 1 minute later on the hardest difficulty:
 

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xFennek [2019-08-07 04:20:32 +0000 UTC]

i like you alottttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
way too much
like too much
ughGHHHHHHH please LEAVE
but STAY.............

 
just killmealready

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xFennek [2019-08-06 21:39:58 +0000 UTC]

tell me to shut up again and i’ll rip your throat out with my bare hands.

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xFennek [2019-08-06 18:03:47 +0000 UTC]

i want a girl named julien

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xFennek [2019-08-05 03:54:13 +0000 UTC]

im so sleepy but i’m real hungry, so i gotta work on that...

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xFennek [2019-08-03 19:56:31 +0000 UTC]

I swear I feel like I’m a bad person. Am I?

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xFennek [2019-08-03 03:38:51 +0000 UTC]

Please just say something mean to me.

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xFennek [2019-08-03 00:57:35 +0000 UTC]

I was doing dishes and the song that we enjoyed listening to together started to play, and for the first 10 seconds i didn’t recognize it when i should have.

those 10 seconds were filled with nothing but peace.

It didn’t hurt and I didn’t think of you.

I wish it could be like that all the time.
No more thinking of you while I listen to music.
The pain sunk in again after I remembered what song it was.

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xFennek [2019-07-27 20:25:37 +0000 UTC]

i wish i had a self-destruct button
 
my friends hate me anyway
i don't think they would even notice if i was gone and knowing that stings
i'm easily replaceable and i don't mean anything to anyone
the only reason i'm still with them is because i'm the one who keeps trying to stay in touch
its shocking how much i don't matter or mean anything to anybody
i just want to mean something to someone, i wanna be special
i'm tired of everything
whatever

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xFennek [2019-07-27 12:58:02 +0000 UTC]

wish i could just give all of my stuff away and die

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xFennek [2019-07-27 09:04:50 +0000 UTC]

bruh i actually really miss my mom
please come home soon lmao i can’t stand babying my brother any longer
I can’t even make myself a snack, he’s right there and he’ll get angry at me if i don’t make him one too

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xFennek [2019-07-26 20:52:26 +0000 UTC]

saw a video of a father surprising his daughter with something and kissing her on the forehead

 

shit . miss u dad.
u were the only one in my daily life who would hug me all the time
other than my cousins when i'd see them every few years but i'm seeing them so often lately that they don't go in for hugs anymore and it lowkey makes me sad because i want hugs but i don't show it.
i miss your big hugs

i'm crying now
mom always tells me that i'm a little too tired and that its time to go to sleep whenever i get real sad like this
so i think i'll go sleep now

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xFennek [2019-07-26 11:34:54 +0000 UTC]

i know i talk about how much it hurts to feel this way
its just that i'm not sure how to handle feeling so strongly about someone
but its wonderful to me just knowing that i can actually have feelings like this
it makes me happy knowing i'm not as emotionless as i thought i was

i'm glad that my heart decided to pick you, out of everyone
i've never met anybody so incredible and i promise you that i wouldn't want to feel this way for anybody else. i'm so glad.
you're so good and you help me so much with the things that you say.
big or small. 
we've been through so much together that its crazy and so fun.

I don't think you'll know just how much you mean to me, but i try to tell you sometimes
whenever you hurt, it hurts me. i wish i could just take all of your pain that you feel, but i can't and i feel helpless. all i want is to hold you... but i can't do that either.
but what i could do is try to make you happy. i think i try too hard to make you smile sometimes though. i try my hardest.

i don't have the guts to tell you how I really feel, even though i want to.
what if i make things weird and it ruins what we have? so i'll just keep them bottled up inside like i have been for quite some time.
i'm so scared that one day i'm just gonna burst and let all of it out.
i don't want to ruin this more than i already have?


you'll always have a piece of me, and i hope that you'll let me stay by your side forever?
i miss you all the time
 

you're too good for me 

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xFennek [2019-07-25 16:59:16 +0000 UTC]

i miss you, my friend

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xFennek [2019-07-25 16:19:32 +0000 UTC]

it be like that. all the goddamn time



 

   

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xFennek [2019-07-25 10:08:35 +0000 UTC]

I'm not the kinda person to Drug It up and I only told like 3 of my friends this but

Back in October I got high for the FIRST time in my life out of curiosity, and because my mom suggested that I try it, just for fun!!!!

I bought a joint off somebody trustworthy and I had it hidden in my bedroom for awhile but I didn't want my brothers to catch me with it..... so I went out at night AND LITERALLY SMOKED THE WHOLE THING TO GET RID OF IT????? I WAS STANDING TALKING TO MY MOM AFTER I CAME INSIDE AND I WAS 100% FINE BUT MY VISION GOT ALL SHIFTY AND ODD ALL AT ONCE?? SO I WAS LIKE "shit... its starting fam g2g"

I LIKE SMOKED IT ALL BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT WOULDNT BE THAT BAD
BUT
I SAT DOWN ON MY CHAIR AND EVERYTHIN GOT LIKE ALL SLOW-MO AND I WAS HYPERFOCUSING ON THINGS??? AND I LIKE MOVED MY HAND AND IT HAD THAT WEIRD MOTION EFFECT AND I WAS TRIPPING
 

i had to get off my chair to lay down, it was that wild
I COULD BARELY EVEN WALK TO MY BED I WAS LIKE THAT FUCKED UP???

BRO I WAS MESSED UP FOR LIKE 5 HOURS 
i was laughing in my room like a madman because i found it funny as hell that i actually did it. basically i went full stupid


but honestly for a first time experience?
it was wild
but knowing what to expect from it now, i think i'd go in again
it would be so much more fun with friends or something tho tbh

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xFennek [2019-07-25 07:00:52 +0000 UTC]

 

There's nothing you could do or say
I can’t escape the way I love you
I don’t want to, but I love you, ooh
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh

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xFennek [2019-07-25 02:22:28 +0000 UTC]

Its so hot i feel like throwing myself into a freezer

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xFennek [2019-07-24 14:38:05 +0000 UTC]

g r o a n s

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