suicybe In reply to j-ham-art [2013-03-05 22:54:47 +0000 UTC]

thanks! what brought you to my lonesome page and what were your thoughts on any of my pieces

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j-ham-art In reply to suicybe [2013-03-09 17:22:45 +0000 UTC]

was just browsing through some psychedelic art. saw your ayahuasca piece and thought i'd go through your gallery. do check out my work, [link]

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suicybe In reply to artJWB [2012-11-20 05:40:19 +0000 UTC]

np bruh!

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suicybe In reply to Liquid-Mushroom [2012-10-28 22:03:28 +0000 UTC]

thanks! what was it that brought you to my lonesome archives

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Liquid-Mushroom In reply to suicybe [2012-10-29 00:12:43 +0000 UTC]

No problem! I stumbled across a picture of yours in someone's favorite's and decided to check out your gallery.

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suicybe In reply to Liquid-Mushroom [2012-10-29 16:47:20 +0000 UTC]

awesome, yea i had commented on your stuff awhile ago

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suicybe In reply to MissLessie [2011-10-14 18:20:30 +0000 UTC]

thank you! im glad to have shared!~<3

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suicybe In reply to keloj [2010-11-27 22:36:28 +0000 UTC]

lol what?

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suicybe In reply to AnonymousAphasia [2010-06-26 14:18:23 +0000 UTC]

^^ no need

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suicybe In reply to headyartandsol [2010-05-20 18:45:27 +0000 UTC]

thank you?!
^^

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headyartandsol In reply to suicybe [2010-05-21 15:27:45 +0000 UTC]

you're welcome I s'pose

where are you from?

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suicybe In reply to headyartandsol [2010-05-21 16:23:33 +0000 UTC]

earf

err.. pennsylvania and north carolina could be considered my homes

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headyartandsol In reply to suicybe [2010-05-25 15:44:12 +0000 UTC]

I like your answer! humbling concept.

Are you enjoying the weather? New Hampshire is having a beautiful week

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suicybe In reply to headyartandsol [2010-05-28 22:21:48 +0000 UTC]

the precipitation is conducive to the hunting of specific fungi ^^

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headyartandsol In reply to suicybe [2010-06-04 17:59:07 +0000 UTC]

can't have a rainbow without rain! ^-^
...or grow fungi that fit the cosmos in a human head

G'luck on your endeavors, sir

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suicybe In reply to headyartandsol [2010-06-14 18:33:03 +0000 UTC]

and god's grace has been known

the harvest is continually bountiful

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suicybe In reply to HippyTroopin [2010-02-21 04:00:18 +0000 UTC]

my aya picture you favorited was from my breakthrough 2 years ago, i have a rebirthday everyear

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HippyTroopin In reply to suicybe [2010-02-21 04:04:05 +0000 UTC]

Hehe. I have an intense desire to venture back into it. I wanted to venture back in the day after. I read about all these horror reports on it, and I was almost looking forward to facing my fears, and my inner demons. But it was a comforting, warm, inviting time.
I tried to describe my experience, but it was just mindblowing.
Might I ask how much you did?
I did 5 grams syrian rue + 30 grams Mimosa Hostilis

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suicybe In reply to HippyTroopin [2010-02-23 16:07:15 +0000 UTC]

well the first time i did aya, i did 3 oz caapi 2 oz psychotria
i did it 3 times and did an intensive 3 week diet prior and a few weeks after leading upto my second series of ayahuasca drinks when i had my third drink from this unknown potency brew, i had a breakthrough aya experience and learned zen buddhism and experienced nirvana, i drank again but nothing as profound as the previous time. a year later around my birthday again i decided id have a rebirthday, so i did 3 oz of caapi, 2 oz of psychotria, 1 oz chaliponga (fresh as you cant believe), 1 gram thh from flowing visions (it evaporates fastest from the caapi when its cut, so by adding extracted alkaloid i make it "fresher"), i also added my dream herb 30x calea zacatechichi which gave me the recipe for this brew in a dream. the first drinking on this occasion was cleansing, as were the next 2, then i brewed in the chaliponga and added the thh. i did 2 nighst consecutively of 2 experiences a night starting at midnight. i didnt sleep for 3 days, however during my sessions (which were pure ecstasys, i was always scared of 5meo because i considered its use more revered than regular dmt), but it was so divine and joyous, i had to share this with someone, so i woke up my friend whilst wriggling in glee.
for my last birthday i did a 3 month diet for it. its getting more and more serious. what would you give up to be in contact with divinity, anything right? so i lay down to drink aya and dont intend on gettin up, but when you do its just a gift to be alive again. i take this very seriously. im glad youve experienced something profound and inviting, be forewarned those demons, because if you keep tripping eventually you will face them, and it is (for me) the most terrifying experience of my life.
peace and light

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HippyTroopin In reply to suicybe [2010-02-23 19:39:19 +0000 UTC]

I am a warrior; no fear!
I came into ayahuasca looking for those demons.
I want my life to pure, and to live a divine now.
Sadly, it's becoming harder and harder to acquire such tools.
I wasn't looking for the awesome time i had to be honest. But it was very healing, it's been nearly a month now, and i feel sooooo much better about everything in my life. And i've been researching into shamanism more and more, and it feels like that's the pull of my life.
I meditate daily, sometimes 2-3 times a day.
It felt like i had died, and reborn. When I was wriggling around in bliss, it felt like I was but a snake, shedding my skin and coming back to life.
Thank you for sharing

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suicybe In reply to HippyTroopin [2010-02-24 18:29:10 +0000 UTC]

its important to understand how fear works even when one has no fear, as to keep it that way. amazingly enough, i dont believe momma aya would ever put the hurt on a pure intent experience, so idk if there will be too many demons there, however im not sure if momma aya lives on in other plants besides caapi and or chacurna/chaliponga (also something about the thh)

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HippyTroopin In reply to suicybe [2010-02-25 07:46:02 +0000 UTC]

hehe, she also dwells within Mimosa Hostilis.
When i did brew it, the overwhelming spiritual present that i got from inhaling it made me sit down and meditate. I was looking for change when I did it, and change is definitely is what I got

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suicybe In reply to TomWilcox [2010-02-20 02:42:46 +0000 UTC]

most welcome friend

paz y luz

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suicybe In reply to scottfacon [2009-12-14 02:58:13 +0000 UTC]

you know you are most welcome!

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suicybe In reply to AnonymousAphasia [2009-12-07 23:10:29 +0000 UTC]

thats what i get for rainbow blakeypoo as a roomie

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AnonymousAphasia In reply to suicybe [2009-12-08 18:17:59 +0000 UTC]

Hidden by Owner

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suicybe In reply to AnonymousAphasia [2009-12-13 16:55:19 +0000 UTC]

lololol

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AnonymousAphasia In reply to suicybe [2009-12-08 18:17:13 +0000 UTC]

Hidden by Owner

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suicybe In reply to AnonymousAphasia [2009-12-13 16:55:55 +0000 UTC]

seriously, hes got an ass whoopin coming

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suicybe In reply to AnonymousAphasia [2009-12-04 19:29:55 +0000 UTC]

dawwwh no problems!

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