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Favourites: 84; Deviations: 44; Watchers: 32
Watching: 40; Pageviews: 13820; Comments Made: 993; Friends: 40
# Comments
Comments: 778
TheCycle [2004-12-26 11:30:30 +0000 UTC]
Was just roaming around, like I usually do, and I stumbled upon your icon . Just had to say how awesome I think it is, and I love your DevID too.
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eiko-chan [2004-12-06 04:26:34 +0000 UTC]
you like riku!
you dislike yuri and yaoi.. me too XP
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darma [2004-08-20 23:28:35 +0000 UTC]
wooow ...exelent draw...
please visit my web
[link]
bye
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darma [2004-08-20 23:28:19 +0000 UTC]
wooow ...exelent draw...
please visit my web
[link]
bye
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MissDuckii [2004-04-09 01:00:27 +0000 UTC]
*gasp* ANOTHER RIKU OBSESSOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *glomps profusley*
i consider you my friend now ^______^!!!!
i shall stalk you too~
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dark-akari [2004-03-12 15:40:39 +0000 UTC]
I just wanna say hello ^^ , x-99 fans club have subbmited a liste of member so I'm checking a sites of a club-friends ... But... you're gone for a while, hmm..?
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Lefuulei-Art [2004-01-13 05:23:50 +0000 UTC]
hhhey... haven't heard form you in a while. hope you're doin' fine. I know I am. Well.. seeya.
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hamhamer [2003-12-29 21:05:18 +0000 UTC]
HI!!
just happened to drop by this page
NICE stuff U'VE GOT HERE! I LIKE IT!
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gryphonworks [2003-12-24 20:23:50 +0000 UTC]
Ah... dunno if you'll get this message anytime soon, but happy holidays! Hope you're okay, wherever you are.
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skitzopath [2003-12-09 06:57:30 +0000 UTC]
is a General Writer
is Female
is a deviant since May 8, 2003, 6:14 PM
has 6,000 pageviews
last visited 12w 3d 8h 22m 59s ago
is currently
is a Yahoo Messenger user; kaizergurl
While you were away..XP Congrats on the 6000 hits, eh? I have the screenshot if you want it as a keepsake..if you ever get back on DA.
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smilegirl [2003-10-19 04:58:01 +0000 UTC]
hey ya.. RIKU CHAN!!!!!!!!! *hug Riku chan* ohh is soo wonderfull I love thisss!!! I miss uuuuuuuu I misss uu ^_^ soo uh.. where am I?Ohhh ohh I have too look inside this house.bye. ^_^
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lunarfall [2003-09-21 16:08:42 +0000 UTC]
Hi, Rik, like your ID pic, I'm a FF fan too~ Have a Rikku pic up on my page, go see??
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nox-witchblade [2003-09-04 06:23:46 +0000 UTC]
Gheez, how are you going to make ALL THESE PEOPLE SUFFER? By calling them names? Or by gathering all your armies and attack them one by one? I don't care what you are going to do but there is a limit to one's outrageous behaviour, that must be put to a stop. Maybe what we are doing is harsh but i guess this is the final way to solving this matter since sweet talks and advices are to no use. Face reality! You can't ever live freely in this world if you are the same old you. Friends, they can tell what is right and what's not. In the beginning they will care and cherish you as a friend but knowing your personality is like THIS! They will leave you one day~! Mark my words, this is for your own good...~
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arkaham [2003-09-04 04:51:31 +0000 UTC]
your name has the same kanjo like mine, but whit another reading!! coool!!
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ohyafumi [2003-09-03 08:05:37 +0000 UTC]
Maa nee, it was a clean record when I left you alone for the past few days, right? It's not my fault you're still bringing this subject in a clear view. ^^
Apparently, I did not bring my friends into this matter. They choose what's best and ignore what they are supposed to. I have no right to go around and pull people to my side, now that would be bribing and taking advantage of friendship, nee? I'm sorry, I'm not like you, I don't use friendship.
I stand for my rights myself. I'm not a child. People stand up for me because they know what's right and what's wrong. I'm not telling them what to do. I'm not telling them to pick me as a friend. It's not my nature, as said before and gawd knows how many times before.
It's true, everyone's different. It's actually really obvious once you come to notice it, but it's not a valid reason why people's hatreds get tangled up together in it. If you're thinking that I don't like you because you're different, I'm sorry to say that you've misunderstood. I've portrayed out my whole list before why this fight is still as hot as raging flames ( which actually, I don't really care about because I deal with reality more than virtuality ), so you can refer there for further understandable references, nee? If that still doesn't pull a trigger to you, I'd be glad to provide you with another essay. ^^
Why should they be regrets in telling the truth? I've nothing to be scared of. Plot revenge if you please, by all means, go ahead; it's your life. I know that pain exists in this world, much likely. ^^ Welcome to the world.
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cheryl-chan [2003-09-01 22:23:06 +0000 UTC]
heyhey^^ *waves* yea~ Haven't heard from yew in a long time ^___^
Going thru harsh times huh?? Poor u Hope you get thru them ok tho, wish u luck *V*
Ano~ dun worry, ppl rn't against yew^^;; We just get a little confused sometimes and a little hurt by the things yew say *nodnod* But it's awrite, dun b depressed~ Be HAPPY!! And SMILE!!!
C-chan
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brooklyn [2003-08-31 21:12:52 +0000 UTC]
hey riku-chan, sorry I haven't been able to talk to u for a while I've been really busy moving in and getting back in touch with my friends out here. and I still don't have internet on my computer yet so I haven't been on DA a whole lot. I have to use my friends computers for internet most of the time...anyway I jus tthought I would drop by and say hi!!! cuz I have to run now ~_~ really busy..sorry!!! talk to u later
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ohyafumi [2003-08-20 04:51:31 +0000 UTC]
To quote perfectly on what you mentioned in your journal...
One - The only reason me and Fumi have been fighting is because she came in when my friend Eri asked me to help her with her problem. But no, Fumi wanted the glory and praise from everyone as usual. She can't let anyone solve the problem.
The only reason? Excuse me? Oh, I don't think so. There should be an even further reason in order for you to stand up to this fight. That is not the only reason and you know that, don't you?
Let's get this straight, shall we? Fumi Ayakoganei; craving for glory and praise? Oh, you so go that wrong. It's true that no one asked me to go and tell those people off ~cherry52889 , but it was on my own will to go and reason with them the tolerable way ( gawd, I just bore on repeating this to you, you don't seem to get it ). I tolerated with them privately. They apologized, for gawd's sake, and it was all over with. Instead, you were so brave enough to threat them on their pages and let the fight go on in silence. For your information, it was all settled out before you even came to my page wailing on the dilemma. It was all settled out even before you told me not to butt into that matter, so I just let you be, but no, you had to spat it all of a sudden that it's suddenly my fault.
Did I actually stop you from reasoning with them? Did I? DID I? I'm sorry, I don't recall such a small nuisance to make for I've much other things to attend to instead of telling you what to do. I'm not like you, I don't tell people what to do; lame. You, on the other hand, kindly tweedled to my page and started yelling at me that you were pissed off on their replies to you, then you started complaining that no one had the urge to comment on your page and you were stressed for that undivided attention.
Well, the reason why I am dragging on this fight with you is because of all the things you've said and done to me, before, now, then and after.
Let's flashback, shall we?
You were always depressed and when you were, you'd always come to me for attention. I ( being the stewpid one in the first place ), provided you with all sorts of advices and cheered up smiles or jokes to light you up again. Believe me, you were one heck of a job to cheer up, but my patience was there. The first thing that ticked me off is that when my other friends cheer you up, you just go all A.OK again. What's with that? Were you simply doing it on purpose to bombard your comments on my page, so that the whole world can witness your misery?
You called me dirty names, remember that one? Does brat, pig and snot refresh your unprepared memory a little? Yes, you called me those frantic names ( the list goes on, but I'm willing to let you keep your dignity, if you have any ). I DIDN'T. I kept my trap shut and accepted those "kind" words you threw at me. Now to wonder why am I so stewpid to let my head get stepped on once.
You begged for forgiveness soon after our first "big" fight. People all around ( I'm not revealing them ) told me to ignore you and not to accept your pitiful apology, but I did. I was the stewpid one ( and always the stewpid one ) to think that second chances are worth giving. I accepted you back with a condition. One condition that you should keep track off, but you didn't. I told you that you've hurt me and ticked me off for once, but if you do that the second time, I have no choice, but to stop our relationship right there and you agreed.
You used that second chance back on me.
You stepped on my head twice.
And claim that it was my fault instead? I wanted the so-called "glory and praise"? Well, you've got me in that wrong eye of yours again.
I don't need "glory and praise". I have my friends ( true friends ), who understand me enough to actually know how to appreciate friendship, unlike you.
You don't appreciate friendship. You declared us as enemies and spat lies everywhere you go in order to pollute my name. I've always been there to provide you with advices and tips when you need them. The reason why I lack of comments on you is because you took my comments too seriously, thinking that I'm putting you down when I'm not. My intention was to make you a better writer, but you started to go depressed again. That's why I bothered less on commenting on your work.
You've been taking my advices, thinking that I'm giving you a very big critism when I'm not.
When I give you full attention, you suddenly bring up subjects like "Do you like talking to me or other people with the same interest?". For example, our other argument on yaoi. You started getting all depressed again when I talk about yaoi to ~yorumitsukai . I do that because I actually respect you and talk about things you don't like to other people who do. Is that even wrong?
When I give you less attention, you also go depressed and you come pleading for comments like the last time you came to my page and said "My page is dead. I want someone to comment on it.". I'm not naive. I know the hidden meaning behind that sentence. You were asking me to go to your page and write a simple comment back. Proves your lack of attention.
If you think that you're lack on love and attention, you seriously need to spend more time in real life. You can't seek satisfaction from virtual attention. You once claimed that you don't have real friends and about your family ( I'm controlling my trap now ). Have you seen children without any parents at all out there? I know how they feel, I've been to an orphanage many times already and apparently, they have stronger wills. I guess you need to learn from them.
It's the human greed; love comes and goes, yet as humans, we crave for more and more. It never stops. It's your limit you have to watch and control. Live and learn.
Honestly, I hate what you've done to me now. Befriend me indeed, that was a lie. You were using me from the start to have more friends and more of the attention you seek poorly. I was a puppet, wasn't I? A puppet you could step on and now that I've served my purpose as a "friendship tool", I get thrown out.
The blunt truth hurts, doesn't it? Of course it does. You and I are both hurt, but everything has to go on. I can never accept you back again and again because things will never be the same. This isn't my intention on bothering you, but this is the actual truth rather than what you're claiming in your journal and you know that. Spill out more lies again and I've told you, I won't stay silent on this matter.
When it comes to you, your ego always wins.
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cheryl-chan [2003-08-18 21:37:01 +0000 UTC]
ALLO~ *waves*
YAY 4 Sasuke and Naruto plushies ^____^
*spies all the comment on ur page and gets kinda saaad* dun want all the fwends 2 b mad at eachother neee? *sighz* Ano~ C-chan will always b neutral, I dun wanna butt in!!
*waves finger* JUSt dun have hate list or do revenge and stuff neee~ Cuz lotsa ppl still care 4 u (even tho sometimes they dun show it in the way u want them 2) and revenge just causes more hurt and ppl will get saad *nods*
Sadness SUCKS!!!! *grins and runs before ppl pelts me with talking furbies*
C-chan
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kingdomheartsfan [2003-08-18 12:12:19 +0000 UTC]
[link] just a sketch for now ^^; a BIG sketch O.o ...umm.. don't kill me ^^;
*hides*
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powerswithin [2003-08-17 14:52:21 +0000 UTC]
I wuv ya too! Whee, plushies!! Kawaii? I'm anything BUT kawaii though. I always look either sleepy, about to kill someone, stupid, retarded, sleepy, drugged up, or sleepy
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ohyafumi [2003-08-17 08:26:51 +0000 UTC]
Well, that's just nice, I've been noticing you telling off those who try and give you a piece of advice by including them in your hate list; let it be Angel, Nox, Yoru or me. Firstly, I did not ask them to drop into this matter, so you can't blame me for that. They're trying to provide what's best for you and yet, you treat them like trash as how you treated me when I adviced you. The truth hurts. You're just not accepting the fact like you always had been. That shows how low you appreciate friendship.
You don't make rules around here, DA does.
If you think you can rule above everyone and step on peoples' heads like you did to me, think again. This isn't your fantasy. It doesn't matter to me since we ain't friends ( thank gawd ), but it matters when you involve my friends in this matter. You have no right to tell them off because they have every right to point out a mistake and lend an opinion when they see one. Doesn't mean when you don't like that particular opinion, you throw their advices back at them and put them straight to your hate list; how immature, suits you perfectly though for a fact.
Something as childish as revenge won't change a single thing. It'll only put your life in a more miserable state than it already is because you dread the past and never move on, thinking you're a child forever living in your own non-existant fantasy when you're not. Do what you want though. You can go around telling the whole wide world about how disgustingly evil I am because that's what you think of me, be my guest.
Just remember though; your own lies can drown yourself.
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nox-witchblade [2003-08-17 05:04:26 +0000 UTC]
Cool journal....~!
Heh, that's cool coz i don't remember myself as the first one to go to your page and said hi....
It's fine with me to not be your friend coz i dun feel any special feeling towards our short-term relationship...hehe
As long as Fumi-channy's here as my fwend, then I'm fine with just her...
Yesterday i bought Hyde's song (L' Arc En-Ciel) and one of lyrics of the song describe your behaviour....
Do you really know the truth?
It only has one face
Even if you die-you've no clue
That man standing by your side
Perhaps he knows the truth
But it may not exsist at all
Why pray to the light
When darkness conceives it
You're surrounded by deceit
It has so many sides
Yet you turn your back on that fact
Rooted deep in history
A clever web of lies
No one gets away-no one tries
.......see what i mean, the lyrics suits you a lot~!!!!! Have a nice day~!!!!!!!!!!!!
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yorumitsukai [2003-08-16 19:02:57 +0000 UTC]
You obviously need SOMETHING. Everyone needs something.
I wasn't trying to be mean, I even stayed out of it the FIRST time. I can be nasty if I want to be though, but I decided against it. I'm being honest. Sometimes the truth hurts, but you need to hear it. I'm not trying to take sides in this argument, but I sit and read the comments back and forth and say to myself, "What the hell?!" If you want to hate me too for the things that I have said, then so be it. I stand by every word.
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severedscythe [2003-08-16 16:14:03 +0000 UTC]
yo ho ho and a bottle of rum. how are ya? I havent been on the net latey, so hi! ^^
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powerswithin [2003-08-16 15:02:35 +0000 UTC]
Hi~! Yeah, I'll be drawing more Riku/KH hearts soon. *cuddles you too* Awww.. you're the first person that described me as sweet =^__^=
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nox-witchblade [2003-08-16 12:59:01 +0000 UTC]
I'm not sorry that I'm butting into your argument with my dear friend Fumi-channy again...! This is the second time you tried to stab her behind her back...I don't understand a teen like you who really wants to be a kid and who really wants to ignore reality. What i know is you keep blaming her for things that she did not do~! I read all your notes to her and i witnessed the names that you called her....! You insulted her and blamed her! You think everything is her fault~! But the truth is the one who's blaming is the one responsible for this whole thing~!
I can't stand and watch anymore, yes! I've been tracking all your notes and comments towards Fumi-channy! Finally, i need to make my move and tell this to your face~! Face REALITY~! I thought you said that you've given up on Riku~! Why not do that and start a new life ...A REAL LIFE~!
Stop pretending that you're a kid anymore coz you're not~! If you still want to, then don't go over the limits and trouble other people for your own childish fantasy...
At least she tried to comfort you when you were down and tried to cheer you up. She even gave you her drawings so that you can post them up for other people to see...which proves that she does care for you. But you really blew it this time, by hating her for things she did not do....~.~
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cheryl-chan [2003-08-16 03:42:42 +0000 UTC]
nyah~ BIIIG blackout sho I was internet deprived 4 a looong time... ulg... it was like HELL~ *cowers*
And there will b more soon coming this weekend.... *pokes u* saaaave meee~
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kitcatkitsune [2003-08-16 03:39:10 +0000 UTC]
Sorry to butt in on something that's really none of my buisiness, I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings.
Musical One-
You seem to have a knack for getting into fights *blinkblunk* But if it's anything like our fights on the board, its most likely conflicting interests. But you just seem to let your obsession with Riku get the best of you and you tend to not let anyone think otherwise. Maybe you should stop obsessing and thinking about Riku for a week or so, he only seems to get you in trouble he does ^.^ That little rascal XP
Anyways... I leave you with a quote...
"Fighting on the internet is like the special olympics, you may win, but you're still acting retarded"
Good day ^.^ *gives you an Evanescence CD instead of some Riku memorabilia*
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ohyafumi [2003-08-15 19:07:47 +0000 UTC]
Hold on there...You're not in any place to tell my friends off. *points to KingdomHeartsFan* I didn't even ask her to come to your page and fire at you like that. O_o And as I noticed your comments on her page, I did NOT start the fight. Or have you forgotten how you declared us as enemies and called me callous names in the first place? Put that nicely in mind because you don't have the right to go around DA and tell my friends that I'm what you think negatively about me because you're just making that up. As long as you keep complaining to people with me in that wrong eye of yours, surely I assure you, I won't stay still in this matter, nee? ^-^
Oheeey~ ^-^ *waves N'SYNC style* Bai bai bai~~~ *slides out*
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gryphonworks [2003-08-15 14:14:10 +0000 UTC]
Oh, good! I'm glad he made it there okay. Please excuse my horrific wrapping job. I just don't know how to pack things nicely; but I guess it's alright so long as he's in good condition. ^_^ Glad you like him!
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yorumitsukai [2003-08-15 09:27:22 +0000 UTC]
KHF is right, Riku-chan. I was going to say something earlier, but I decided on not saying anything and hoped things would settle down u_u; It seems a tad like they're not. I read some of the comments you had left on Fumi's page and realized you totally contradicted yourself in them. First you said that friendship wasn't worth your time and then you said all you had was your love and your friends. And I read a bit of your essay thing and did think "rabidity rabid fangirl". Riku is not real and never will be and I think you need a real boyfriend o_O'' Get out some and go to the movies with him, it may do some good Otherwise, I would consider therepy. Or something like that. You seem to be depressed a lot @_@ That could mean you have some sort of depression like what I have. You should get it checked out by a professional is all I am going to say on that subject. I'm sorry for wasting your time and thank you if you bothered to read any of this ^^;;
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kingdomheartsfan [2003-08-15 06:32:00 +0000 UTC]
i haven't been in a drawing mood lately but i'm almost done drawing it.. i'm still going to finish it and i'll try to get it colored as soon as i can get it scanned..
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kingdomheartsfan [2003-08-15 06:30:35 +0000 UTC]
When i say i'll draw something for someone as a gift i keep my word, friend or enimy i'll still draw it...
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kingdomheartsfan [2003-08-15 06:17:54 +0000 UTC]
fine with me, i'll leave you alone, this is my last note to your page and to you...
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kingdomheartsfan [2003-08-14 23:22:58 +0000 UTC]
i know i shouldn't but into you and Fumichans fight but i can't stand you two fighting and arguing.. and it's not her fault you're so miserable. You just need to pull yourself together... i've been miserable for the past few days but i'm not blameing anyone but my own selfand NOT any of my friends because they are there to help support me when i feel bad or have a problem. It's none of my friends' faults that i feel bad, it's none of their faults that i can't seem to draw anymore and it's not their faults that i am what i am...
and i am sorry that you two have been fighting over who knows what but Fumi is a VERY freakin' nice person and i dunno what started this fight and i really don't want to know cuz' it could just start more problems.. so i'll go now before i get into a deeper ditch then what i just dug..
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ruby-chan [2003-08-14 23:16:37 +0000 UTC]
*friendly poke* hey riku-chan. *huggles and givesyu candies* how are ya? sowwy been online lately. *reads esay thingy* @.@ wow. awsome essay.
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pixelflash [2003-08-14 22:03:47 +0000 UTC]
*friendly poke* ^^ Hey hey! *jumps for joy* YAY!!! The ITBS Tests are OVER!!!!!!!!!
*points* O_o Nice essay! Yesh.. Sora is a bit too inmature (not spelled right >.< but that's one thing I love about him! There's a boy at school who's in a couple of my classes and ya' know what?! He kinda acts like Sora and Riku! ^^ He has the brunette hair, childish actings, and some other stuff.. but ummmm, I'm a little TOO HAPPY to remeber everything about him!? He pesters me at times.. he flirts with me.. and I do the same. ^^ Girls are good at that aren't they!? I think he likes me.. I like him. But.. when ever I tell someone my feelings for them, my life screws up. So I try not to tell anyone but my best friends, and my best friends are back in North Carolina!!!
Ummmmm.. just wanted to give ya' lots of and !
Shu-chan X Sora
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Dawnrie [2003-08-14 20:08:08 +0000 UTC]
Oh, wow...*___*
I love ur stuff! Especially the Lenne/Shuin picture j00 have! I love that game, and I don't even have it yet! lol...I love the songstress outfit...Makes me more excited that I'm getting it made for an anime con coming up in a couple months....^_^ Anywho, Great stuff! I hope we can become good friends ^.^
Keep in touch!
Dawnie-chan
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brooklyn [2003-08-14 15:28:30 +0000 UTC]
RIKU CHAN!!!!! *Big hugs* I hope ur well and all ^^ I've been traveling for the last 26 hours ~_~ it was soo annoying, but I final made it to canada and I get my comp back soon and then I can submit photos again ^^ so what have u been up to for the last couple of days? I hope that u have been well and all ^^ I know I"ve been alright but I'm tired *falls asleep* and I soo much to do ~_~ I have to get my stuff over to my friends and then my friend is taking me somewhere @_@ o well ^^ anyway I have to run so talk to u later
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cheryl-chan [2003-08-13 22:17:07 +0000 UTC]
YEO~ *waves*
Haven't seen Riku-chan in a loong time Ish like u dissappeared or something 0__o LOL!! ano~
R U STILL THERE *knocks* NYAAAAH! *opens mouth wide and grins*
C-chan
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pixelflash [2003-08-13 21:56:45 +0000 UTC]
Thankies much for calling me a sweetie! ^^ No one's NEVER EVER called me that! I'm doing an.. uhhhh whadya' call it? A okekai?? Yeah.. in MSPaint. >.< It's hard doing it in Paint, but I think I can manage.
Shu-chan X Sora
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kitcatkitsune [2003-08-13 19:08:35 +0000 UTC]
Riku!
Hrrrm! Looks like I came in at the wrong place and time....
I wanted to thank ye kindly for your hearty welcome and letting me be the protector of the MIGHTY ALADDIN!
Hrmm! I'm going to call ye the Musical One, for you listen to many songs! ^.^
*gives the Musical one a movie and some popcorn* ^.^
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powerswithin [2003-08-13 15:50:11 +0000 UTC]
And thanks for the devious thought too, I'm glad I inspired someone ^^ I'll make sure to read the fic/rpg once you publish it (if you publish it of course) ^__^
I got that Peggy icon from the game Duel Monsters 8. Since it follows the anime plot, I'm assuming, and hoping that at one point he'll look like that on the anime as well ^__^
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