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[2004-02-29 08:12:28 +0000 UTC]
"...has a cat named maceo."
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# Statistics
Favourites: 22; Deviations: 6; Watchers: 27
Watching: 18; Pageviews: 9795; Comments Made: 286; Friends: 18
# About me
Current Residence: s o u t h c a r o l i n a ( u s a )Operating System: l i n u x | b s d
MP3 player of choice: a m a r o k
Shell of choice: / u s r / l o c a l / b i n / b a s h
Favourite cartoon character: t o p a t o !
# Comments
Comments: 197
I don't think I wanna think about it.
How the fall is comin' down.
The light is leaving and it's hard to breathe
Buried in the pile of leaves
We don't ever wanna change
We don't wanna make mistakes
You're in so much trouble.
You can't hide in your covers...
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For everyone that checks here: Do you have any pictures of Martin. If you do and do not mind e-mailing them to me, I would be grateful. I am trying to make a album with pictures of him. When I have collected them I can post a link to the album. Right now I have some on my Facebook page. My e-mail address is Starndark@aol.com. Thank you all in advance!
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I was thinking about you all day yesterday. I wanted to tell you happy birthday, and knew I could not.
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I was listening to Red House Painters tonight and thought of you...I miss you Martin. I miss you so much.
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Almost 3 years. It doesn't go away. It's wonderful that DA still has your page up. Gives me a place to come when you mosey past my mind's eye in memory.
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not a day goes by that i am not still wondering and thinking about where you are and where i am--what im trying to say is that i miss you
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we are moving to Washington state come April, I wish I could talk to you about it
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it's been way too long-you know what i mean 77b73
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just got back on da and thought you'd be happy to know i got out of greenwood. i escaped! i'm training dogs in greenville and there are no toxic people in my life anymore. wish you here to celebrate with me.
i'm getting a tattoo for you. it's a snare drum with angel wings. just got to decide where to put it.
i still miss you. no one else ever gave me a <3 like you did.
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I can't listen to this song and not think of you.
[link]
Well, I can't listen to a lot of songs and not think of you.
But...
Sigh.
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Dear Martin;
You know what's up.
You would be totally impressed by my Rock Band drummer skills, btw.
Oh and I sing at the same time.
I miss you buddy.
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You were missed on your birthday. I kept getting e-mails to remind me of the day.
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Happy Birthday Martin.
I miss you.
In my bed at night I dream you're a ghost that only cats can see. Some nights you talk to me. Some nights you sing me to sleep, while moonlight showers the room.
<3
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you died all over again last night... started the hurt all over again in my dreams... i realized i need to see your mom
77b73
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I got this e-mail today.
Martin McAbee's Birthday – coming up in 7 days
(July 11, 2008)
Gift Recipient: Martin McAbee
You can view and edit your occasions from Your Gift Organizer page.
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Martin McAbee's Wish List › See all 290 items
Almost Famous High Fidelity White Pony (Red) [Limited] [ENHANCED] Core
Almost Famous
by Various Artists - Soundtracks High Fidelity
by Various Artists White Pony (Red) [Limited] [ENHANCED]
by Deftones Core
by Stone Temple Pilots
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sometimes i talk to the stars and i swear i can hear you talking back.
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my 23rd birthday is saturday... wish i could call you and tell you about my life
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Sun Kil Moon has a new album coming out, you know...Mark from the Red House Painters? His band.
I'm absolutely positive you'd adore every track on his album. It's named after green soup in Spanish.
And I'm so upset that I can't play it for you, that I can't go "Hey Martin, listen to 3:34 it's heaven on earth."
Am I going to feel like this the rest of my life?
"I've risen up from the dead with the burning leaves of autumn if only for just one chance..."
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odd dreams a couple of nights ago.. seems like im still hearing you through music... i miss you and so does winston
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Martin, there's this band I listen to now called City And Colour and...well...just...
Well, here.
The Death of Me by City And Colour
Do I have nothing good left to say?
Do I need whiskey to start fueling my complaints?
People love to drink their troubles away.
Sometimes I feel that id be better off that way.
'Cause maybe then I could sleep at night.
I wouldn't lay awake until the morning light.
This is something that I'll never control.
My nerves will be the death of me, I know.
I know, I know.
So heres to living life miserable.
And heres to all the lonely stories that I've told.
Maybe drinking wine will validate my sorrow.
Every man needs immunes and mine cold be the bottle.
Maybe than I could sleep at night.
I wouldn't lay awake until the morning light.
This is something that I'll never control.
My nerves will be the death of me, I know.
Finally, I could hope for a better day.
No longer holding onto all the things that cloud my mind.
Maybe then the weight of the world wouldn't seem so heavy.
But then again I'll probably always feel this way.
At least I know I'll never sleep at night. (Sleep at night)
I'll always lay awake until the morning light. (Til the morning light)
This is something that I'll never control.
My nerves will be the death of me.
My nerves will be the death of me.
My nerves will be the death of me, I know.
Body in a Box by City And Colour
There's a funeral procession on the highway,
Traffic screeches to a halt.
There's people searching for a better way,
To live their lives.
Johnny lived a good life, you'll hear them say
As tears of sadness soak the ground.
The reaper crept in, took his breath away,
In the middle of the night.
[Chorus:]
We celebrate the lives of the dead,
It's like a man's best party, only happens when he dies.
We gather 'round to pay our respects,
While their souls are still searching for the light,
Searching for the light.
So please don't come to me on my dying day,
Just let me go in peace.
With all the things that I forgot to say,
Racing through my mind.
And don't you bury me six feet under ground,
Just burn my body in a box.
And let my ashes blow with the wind,
Out into the night sky.
You'd love his voice.
I just know it.
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another christmas gone...wish you were around to see mister wookie and his shaggy self... i miss you like every cheesy line i know... not to mention my grandma misses having a "handy man" around.77b73.
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i got a gift for you man...
it's coming up soon
i miss you
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It's hard to listen to bands that I know you would love.
It's like I want to call you and play them for you or send you a link, and I can't.
And I won't ever be able to.
I'll play them anyway.
"I could use a vacation myself, my eyes are bored."
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thought you would like to know that this January I am starting school for Vet Tech!
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Poison oak.
Some boyhood bravery
When a telephone was a tin can on a string.
And I fell asleep with you still talkin' to me.
You said you were afraid to die.
Well let the poets cry themselves to sleep.
And all their tearful words will turn back into steam.
But me I'm a single cell on a serpents tongue.
There's a mighty field where a garden was.
And I'm glad you got away.
But I'm still stuck out here.
My clothes are soaking wet from your brother's tears.
And I never thought this life was possible.
You're the yellow bird that I've been waiting for.
The end of paralysis.
I was a statuete.
Now I'm drunk as hell on a piano bench.
And when I press the keys it all gets reversed.
The sound of loneliness makes me happier.
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Perhaps they are not stars, but rather openings in heaven where the love of our lost ones pours through and shines down upon us to let us know they are happy.
...new armor for sleep dropped today wish you were here to listen to it with me...someday though...im missing you
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talked about you today again...i kept smelling easter lillies ...it reminded me of your funeral and made me really miss you. 77b73 <3
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Offline for 52w 2d 20h 36m 11s
Today, it feels as if you have died all over again.
And I'm back at square one.
Everything that can ache, does.
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I was buying a present for one of my friends on Amazon.com today and then I remembered a long long time ago you telling me that I should make a wishlist on there like you did and put up all the random shit we'd never be able to buy but wish someone else would buy for us.
I searched for yours when I thought of it, and it's still there! It was nice to go through and see all the little dorky awesome things you wanted to get your hands on, you have like 8 or 9 different lists!
And it made me smile thinking of you and sometimes I felt bad when I came across an item I have that you wanted like Nine Stories or Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas the Criteron Collection! (Which I had no idea you wanted, I so would have lent it to you.) but mostly...it just made me smile. I wondered to myself...when you die, if you still want things, or if that feeling leaves you...I really hope it's the latter.
I miss you Martin. <3
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not ready yet for it to be a year gone<3 miss you 77b73
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happy birthday martin. its hard to believe how time has passed without you.
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Your birthday is in a few days. It is the same day that the New Harry Potter movie comes out. I miss you. You were in my dreams last night. I was clogging.
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Tomorrow will be a year that your wrote you're last journal.
Thank you for saving me.
I miss you Martin.
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It's still not any easier. I was telling my boy the ice cream story and yeah. I miss you Martin.
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maddie and i went to santa fe the last time she was in town.
we miss you.
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I'm getting Married on June 11th. I wish you could be there.
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I almost came to visit you on Saturday. Never could go there though. I don't really think I have to go there for you to know that I still talk to you though. I finally got a picture of you from the old computer. I wish you could come visit me up here. I know you would love it!
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oh martin how i wanted to call you today... out on delivery for work i was reminded of that time you so nonchalantly decided to go "bush diving" in the holly at duke power and how i died laughing at your facial expression and could barely ask you if you were alright because of how hard i was laughing.... hah
miss you. <33 . 77b73
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There's this song called Friends and Foe by the Frames.
I know you would love it.
And it breaks my heart to listen to because I wish you could hear it, or I wish I could sing it to you.
I still miss you so much Martin.
I wonder if you feel my warm breezes, when I send them to you.
"And the little time we got to share was worth it."
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ill never forget your eyes or that chiclet smile mister
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ill never forget your eyes or that chiclet smile mister
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