minutesformiles [2005-01-06 00:23:57 +0000 UTC]

basti, i don't think that talking to me is going to do you any good. it will just make you think about katrin more. that part of your life is over. i know you can't help but have feelings for her (you've told me many times) but honestly, trying to be my friend won't go anywhere. i don't know you, and i don't want to lie to you so i'm just going to tell you that i don't want to. i know how you feel right now, i felt like that when katrin was together with you for six months. when she got together with you i couldn't believe that she would want to be with anyone else but me. i just knew it wasn't right. there is still hurt from that situation which has not healed, and i don't know if it ever will. your name embodies that pain for me. i can't even look at a picture with your face on it. i don't know what will happen with katrin, i don't even deserve to be loved by her( no one does). but i will give her my heart forever. i just thought you deserved an answer from me.

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palirox [2004-10-27 17:35:06 +0000 UTC]

hi

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minutesformiles [2004-08-17 05:03:26 +0000 UTC]

hello basti.
thanks. i'm glad that you like my pictures. just curious, how did you find them? i'm sorry that things could not have been different. i've hated you for a long time without even knowing you. i'm sure you hated(or still hate) me now. the worst part about it is that you sound like a really nice person. i bet we could have gotten along. anyway, you have great english, probobly much better than my german. peace. joel

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