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flickerdicker
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[2014-09-17 03:00:53 +0000 UTC]
"z"
(Canada)
# Statistics
Favourites: 427; Deviations: 8; Watchers: 49
Watching: 78; Pageviews: 2433; Comments Made: 142; Friends: 78
# Comments
Comments: 100
I remember when you cared.
I used to think I pushed yku away.
But now I see that you just left
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Ugh this is a bad night I really want to die. I see absolutely nothing for me in life. It's all so pointless why should I do this. I don't want to. My problems are so tiny and so many people cope with so kuch more but here j am self harming and wishing to the stars that j won't wake up tomorrow. I know I'll wake up tomorrow. But I don't want to. Man if this goes on much longer I'm scared I actually will kill myself. I'm more scared I'll fail. If anyone reads this, please message me. I need reassurance that I don't think I'll believe but maybe it will help me hold on a little longer.
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but darling who can love someone who can't even love themselves
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started the day determined to cut you out of my life
now im wishing to be in your arms
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Oh well at least this weekend is going to be amazing. Home alone, sad, netflix,,, cheers m8 uvu uvu uvu
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I try to talk to my friends, j try to make new friends. Everyone ends up ignoring me, running away from me. It's totally understandable, I'd react the samr way. I wish I wasn't so clingy
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Went boating over the falls and I seriously WISHED- like,, shooting star wished- the boat would hit a rock and I would die I think I need help
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I'm such a wreck and I see no future j want to die
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my mind is so loud i don't even know what im thinking
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honestly id probably kill myself if i knew it would 100% work
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I want to die
I wish there was a foolproof way
I want to die so,, so, bad,,,
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I miss my lil princess
Im so sorry I became such a wreck
I love you so much I just want you back
I miss the way your fur feels
I miss our morning conversations
I miss your mood swings
I miss everything- good and bad
I miss you
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when i think of you i ,,
god i hate oyu,,
but i love you still
im not sur what to think o you
imtruin very hardd to ba happyyh bcΒ
i thhink thast what uoi woulld wan yt but
them againn you di d juss t leavv me so idk
imm ou t of m y minnd bc off oui
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PLEASE do not make fun of me when I say things too quiet. Sometimes I get insecure and nervous and my voice fades bc I realize how stupid I sound. Do not laugh at me. I want to lie on a train track.
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Tbh don't ever romanticize a fucking disorder in front of me bc I will piss in your shoes
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I know I don't deserve it but will youΒ please forgive me because I really do need youΒ
I'm sorry I can get awkward and sometimes I think with my anxiety instead of my brain and sometimes I do things that I regret but please understand that I am so damn scared to lose you that I lose my mind
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I'm sorry I was a daisy when you wanted a rose
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You are the reason why I keep fucking up my body.
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please dont stab me and ask me why im bleeding.
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i dont think you realize how badly you've hurt me
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why did i fall for you
it wasn't even in a lover's way
i fell for you the way a dog falls for it's owner
and you just packed up your bags and left me
now i sit alone, hearing the echos of our old songs
words cant explain how much i miss you
maybe its better this way
after all, you found another
you get so excited to see them
remember feeling that way about me?
yeah, i do too. at least you can ignore it.
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I'm sorry thaf jm so suicidal and broken
I'm sorry that j fuck up and deal with my issues wrong
I'm sorry for mumbling when I get anxious
I'm sorry for saying the wrong things
I'm sorry for worrying all the time
I'm sorry for being annoying
Ik sorry I'm me
You reserve better
Nobody deserves me
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I want to kill myself
I see no future for me
I want to die
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the next numberless tear to travel down my neck stings. perhaps this one will finally develop into a noose and strangle me. it doesn't. I wish it did.
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i see no point in life
i want to die
i promised i wouldnt hurt myself anymore
but god- i need it.
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can a cute girl show up at my door to cuddle with me please
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"maybe tonight ill call you after my blood is drowning in alcohol"
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im sorry that im depressed all the time. i dont deserve you. when we talk i just bring you down. i do that to everyone. i have no future. i want to die.
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I literally fell over and hd to stay down for 5 minutes from being so overwhelmed with anxiety
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there is so much going wrong in my life but it seems so little compared to everyone else that im scared to talk about it. maybe thats why people hate when i vent to them. my problems are so petty and silly that it makes them physically sick of me. why am i so broken? i dont know how to functiuon normally antmore,, help
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i just want someone to hold me and let me vent to them and allow me to curl up into their warmth and relax, but i know that that will never happen because nobody ever lets me open up to them. why do i have such shit friends? they shouldnt be mad at me for venting. unless thats what people usually do. oh im so confused someone hold my hand and distract me from myself
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i miss you, im stressed, i dont want to live, i dont want to be yelled at anymore, i just want to cuddle you again. why were you taken away from me? i need you.
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am i the only one who desperately wants to die daily but is too scared to try so i just wreck my life instead
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im not even sure why im depressed anymore
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current mood: someone run me over with a truck please
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who deserves more watchers
you do because wow honestly your art is gorgeous<3
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om youre so sweet thank you!!
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