deixsaso101 In reply to CoffeeRosalyn [2010-11-26 17:45:57 +0000 UTC]

your welcome

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deixsaso101 In reply to lovelyladysmurf [2010-11-26 05:22:38 +0000 UTC]

why do you think that? no they are not.

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lovelyladysmurf In reply to deixsaso101 [2010-11-26 05:23:36 +0000 UTC]

hehh.. i'm enjoying them right now.. they seem funn..

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deixsaso101 In reply to lovelyladysmurf [2010-11-26 05:24:13 +0000 UTC]

wat are they?

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lovelyladysmurf In reply to deixsaso101 [2010-11-26 05:25:24 +0000 UTC]

xanax

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deixsaso101 In reply to lovelyladysmurf [2010-11-26 05:27:44 +0000 UTC]

dumbass

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lovelyladysmurf In reply to deixsaso101 [2010-11-26 05:28:39 +0000 UTC]

how am i a dumbass???

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deixsaso101 In reply to lovelyladysmurf [2010-11-26 05:28:57 +0000 UTC]

b/c

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lovelyladysmurf In reply to deixsaso101 [2010-11-26 05:30:26 +0000 UTC]

why am i not aloud to do stupid shit?!?!? its not fair!!

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deixsaso101 In reply to lovelyladysmurf [2010-11-26 05:31:55 +0000 UTC]

b/c it'll fucking badly and I'm trying to fucking quit. so i can actually say I'm clean.

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lovelyladysmurf In reply to deixsaso101 [2010-11-26 05:35:05 +0000 UTC]

well i'm the only person thats ever clean, and no matter what i say no one listens to me.. sooo fuck it.. i'm done trying.. i'll fuck up everything i've been working towards to prove a point..

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deixsaso101 In reply to lovelyladysmurf [2010-11-26 05:38:13 +0000 UTC]

hm okay i don't care anymore if you want to be fucked up then fine, If you get addicted and shit just remember that it's hard to find someone who truly cares.

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lovelyladysmurf In reply to deixsaso101 [2010-11-26 05:41:59 +0000 UTC]

you never acted like you cared..
sorryy.

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deixsaso101 In reply to lovelyladysmurf [2010-11-26 05:43:58 +0000 UTC]

i always fucking care, especially when it comes to shit like this but if the person does not want to cooperate then i'll just give up. and watch them fall, and maybe help them back up.

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lovelyladysmurf In reply to deixsaso101 [2010-11-26 05:48:03 +0000 UTC]

im sorry.. you always hurt me.. and when i would say something you would call me weak.. you knew you were the only person i could depend on, and you still did it.. and you cant help me back up if i'm locked up..

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deixsaso101 In reply to lovelyladysmurf [2010-11-26 05:52:00 +0000 UTC]

then don't lock yourself up. I may not be the nicest person nor the greatest. there are certain ways of speaking to me they are not hard to figure out, but most of the time when you try to talk to me it's when I'm angry at something or someone and or I'm fucked up. but remember you can always speak to me. I just might not tell you what you want to hear. I speak truths.

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lovelyladysmurf In reply to deixsaso101 [2010-11-26 05:54:29 +0000 UTC]

well i keep this in mind if you'll try to remember that i get hurt easy.. and sometimes the smallest things set me off...

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deixsaso101 In reply to lovelyladysmurf [2010-11-26 05:55:27 +0000 UTC]

i already know that

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lovelyladysmurf In reply to deixsaso101 [2010-11-26 05:57:32 +0000 UTC]

so you just enjoy hurting me??

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deixsaso101 In reply to lovelyladysmurf [2010-11-26 05:57:52 +0000 UTC]

no

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lovelyladysmurf In reply to deixsaso101 [2010-11-26 05:59:16 +0000 UTC]

then why do you do it?? you have to realize you're doing it..

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deixsaso101 In reply to lovelyladysmurf [2010-11-26 06:05:23 +0000 UTC]

i don't, i don't ever realize things i do till the last second.

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lovelyladysmurf In reply to deixsaso101 [2010-11-26 06:06:46 +0000 UTC]

well you cant take things back.. but you never even apologize..

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deixsaso101 In reply to lovelyladysmurf [2010-11-26 06:11:50 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry, it's just I'm starting to get tried of always having to apologizing for everything I do. I'm sorry for being a bitch, being a person, for even being alive!

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lovelyladysmurf In reply to deixsaso101 [2010-11-26 06:17:51 +0000 UTC]

noooo.. i need youu.. i dont care what you think, someone will always want you and need you and no matter what you do you will always be my best friend and i will always love you, we argue sometimes, and you seem to hate me most days, but ive seen you while you're happy and no matter how many bad days you have, i'm still gonna hold on to the good.. i'm a friend, you can treat me like shit and no matter what i will always come back when you need me.. you just have to say the words.. i wasnt lying all of the times i told you i loved you.. just remember that..

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deixsaso101 In reply to lovelyladysmurf [2010-11-26 06:21:18 +0000 UTC]

did you know I really really hate talking, I hate even hearing my voice. because i say the meanest of things, and in turns no one can hear me when i do speak kind of nicely.

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lovelyladysmurf In reply to deixsaso101 [2010-11-26 06:30:02 +0000 UTC]

i have a good memory and i can hold things against people for long amounts of time, but i can also remember the good things about a person, and i can look past the wrong things b/c of that.. that my dear is forgiveness.. and youve made me smile when i needed it most and i will never forget that.. i will always listen, even if i dont want to hear it, i will give you my best advice even if i dont want to give it, i will always be there.. i'm sorry for everything ive ever done.. i know ive done many things wrong.. i'm sorry i'm a bitch, i'm sorry i'm loud and rude and childish.. can you forgive me?? i know i get on your nerves, and i try not to, but i forget, i'm actually a quiet person, i hide behind the loudness.. when i'm quiet i'm most vulnerable, therefore you and everyone else can hurt me 10x as often and 100x worse.. i love you..

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deixsaso101 In reply to lovelyladysmurf [2010-11-26 06:38:57 +0000 UTC]

damn you can type a lot , <----sorry for that one.
first thing that came to mind after looking at it. I have very very very short term memory. I remember very little, but i remember the horrible things. like when I was five I was kidnapped by some dude who my dad owed money too, for some reason I can't get loud. i'm just not a loud person, even if i tried to I'm just to depressing. and well why don't you just train yoursaelf to be moderately happy but not so loud as well. and sure forgiveness can be acquired. but sometimes there are times when you are just so fucking irritating, but i also have those moments it comes with being a bloody human.

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lovelyladysmurf In reply to deixsaso101 [2010-11-26 06:48:49 +0000 UTC]

typing a lot is one of my many talents, thats bloody horrible!! <-- sorry had to add the bloody because you did xDD .. my family is very loud, but i'm shy.. i really am.. wayne ruined me.. all of my friends were loud so unless i was loud i never got a word in.. i cant be moderately happy.. i'm bipolar.. everything is one extreme or another.. (yes i know what your gonna say about it not being a disease) and i'm sorry.. i'll stop talking altogether if i'm that aggravating, it wont bother me much, and i know you'll be loads happier..

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deixsaso101 In reply to lovelyladysmurf [2010-11-26 06:55:54 +0000 UTC]

nah you never have to stop talking just not so loud, you live in huntington now we are the type of people don't talk as much unless your preppy or black; and don't worry on that part about being shy i never talk around my family unless we are arguing. and then you get to see my pissed off side. its worse than my angered look. and that's how it is with me and my friends, i just don't give a shit. and yes you can if i could go from being a loud person to how i am now so can you. just don't ever end up how I am. that would be bad.

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lovelyladysmurf In reply to deixsaso101 [2010-11-26 07:03:21 +0000 UTC]

so you still dont consider me one of your friends?? no thats not all i got out of it, i just dont feel like pushing some subjects b/c i'm fucking hungry..
and end up like you how??

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deixsaso101 In reply to lovelyladysmurf [2010-11-26 07:07:54 +0000 UTC]

A bad influence and a crazy psychotic bitch. no i consider you a friend. then eat!

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lovelyladysmurf In reply to deixsaso101 [2010-11-26 07:12:18 +0000 UTC]

since when am i neither of those?? and you never compare to your friends, its always in contrast.. and does that basically mean you dont give a fuck when it comes to me, which could not be the case b/c you are having this deep conversation with me, unless you are completely and totally bored, and we dont have anything to eat!!

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deixsaso101 In reply to lovelyladysmurf [2010-11-26 07:15:38 +0000 UTC]

damnit you always have something to eat, you will find something! hm well i guess i do, but define the contrasting part to me. and actually i'm not bored, i'm very etertained by this conversation. as well i'm watching katekyo hitman reborn!

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lovelyladysmurf In reply to deixsaso101 [2010-11-26 07:20:01 +0000 UTC]

well you say my friends are like this... and its not at all how i am.. idkk.. i mean you say something is one way for your friends, but its totally opposite for me... mom cooked.. soo theres nothing to eat.. and wanna see if you can come over sunday.. no dragging you to holy places i promise..

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deixsaso101 In reply to lovelyladysmurf [2010-11-26 07:23:08 +0000 UTC]

nope i can't come over gotta go to ma dads.

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lovelyladysmurf In reply to deixsaso101 [2010-11-26 07:24:29 +0000 UTC]

ottayy.. no reply to other things i typed?? i spent hard work on those sorta sentences ya know!!

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deixsaso101 In reply to Hunter-ASH [2010-11-25 22:00:11 +0000 UTC]

your welcome

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Hunter-ASH In reply to deixsaso101 [2010-11-25 22:17:14 +0000 UTC]

love the icon

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deixsaso101 In reply to Hunter-ASH [2010-11-25 23:09:23 +0000 UTC]

haha thank you, loven yours too

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Hunter-ASH In reply to deixsaso101 [2010-11-26 00:34:38 +0000 UTC]

but its a lil'heartless so cutes!

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deixsaso101 In reply to Hunter-ASH [2010-11-26 00:38:32 +0000 UTC]

hehe ^^

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Hunter-ASH In reply to deixsaso101 [2010-11-28 00:28:31 +0000 UTC]

look at it so cute~

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deixsaso101 In reply to Hunter-ASH [2010-11-28 00:38:25 +0000 UTC]

hehe ^^

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