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[2009-10-08 04:14:49 +0000 UTC]
"John Tuttle"
(United States)
# Statistics
Favourites: 9; Deviations: 2; Watchers: 7
Watching: 2; Pageviews: 3922; Comments Made: 614; Friends: 2
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: Emos.Favorite movies: I Am Legend
Favorite bands / musical artists: TDWP, BMTH, SS, SilverStein.
Favorite writers: Emos.
Favorite games: I hate games.
Favorite gaming platform: None.
Tools of the Trade: ?
Other Interests: Music, art. My girlfriend.
# About me
I'm a fag and a buttslut. :)Current Residence: Hell.
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Anything Dark.
Print preference: ?
Favourite genre of music: Screamo
Favourite photographer: Emos.
Favourite style of art: Depressing art.
Operating System: ?
MP3 player of choice: MP3 Player?
Shell of choice: Anything Dark.
Wallpaper of choice: Anything Dark.
Skin of choice: Anything Dark.
Favourite cartoon character: I hate cartoons.
Personal Quote: Love is Pain.
# Comments
Comments: 381
PUT THEM IN MY ASSHOLE BIG MAN
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Shut the fuck up you worthless biochemical waste
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Congrts to the idiot who took the time to hack my account. Appriciate how you wasted hours or days of your life to just delete a few pixels and letters. <3 -John (Owner of this account)
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GOD I WANNA FUCK YOU SO HARD
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don't care.
why don't you get a life, kid?
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whoa i totally forgot about this guy til i got your replies just now
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she pretty much nailed it there
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I'm so torn about you. Part of me wants to find you and smack you across the face and tell you to man up, the other part of me wants to pity you and buy you lots of candy and toys and video games and hide all the razors so you can't cut yourself anymore.
I have one question to ask, though: why did you bother making a deviantART account if all you're going to do is bitch about how you hate yourself, hate your life because you're a spoiled 14-year-old kid who hates his dad because he left and therefore he didn't have a role model to grow up with and resents his mother because she has to work all the time so he never gets any attention?
Nothing that you write or post is going to make people truly feel sorry for you. If you want people to give you good attention, perhaps you should open your eyes and notice that you're FOURTEEN. You have NO idea what lies ahead of you, and you have NO idea what might be in store for you.
Oh, and I'm surprised you even have a girlfriend, considering how little you think of her. She's gotta be a tough albeit stupid girl to put up with your bullshit.
Get outside, play some sports, sculpt, paint, do SOMETHING besides self-mutilation and self-pity to get rid of whatever's making you act a fool.
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I'm spoiled? My mom barely works. My dad is a druggie. I was raised working. I've always had to work for something I wanted. SPOILED? I'm no where near spoiled, you self-cenetered idiot.
Age is just a number. It doesn't mean anything. Basically, your saying I'm trying to be an attention whore and I don't understand life. Yeah, okay. First off, I could careless if I get attention, especially from idiots like you that have no idea what they're talking about. I have NO idea what lies in store for me? Yeah, alright. You can say that, I guess. As you don't know me, you have NO reason to judge me, as you've never met me. And know ABSOLUTELY nothing about me.
You can be surprised. I guess. I'm not surprised to know that no one has ever loved you. Hiding behind a computer screen searching for attention and acting cool. Considering how little I think of her? What gives you the right to say that. What proof do you have to back up your statement? You're not me. You're not in my head. How would you know how much I think of her? How much I love her? Hm?
I'm not acting a fool. This is how I am. Sports are meaningless. I do art. I right poetry. I do go outside, I ride bikes. I can cut if I want, I can feel sorry for myself if I please. No where does it say that you're the 'boss' of me. No where does it state that one human being is more powerful than the next.
Self-centered hypocrite.
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Recently, she told you to text her or something because she wanted to talk to you, and you just blow her off and throw a past "offense" in her face. That's not something a loving boyfriend would do. It's called unconditional love. If you truly loved her unconditionally, you would've texted her instead of being a bitch and going, "No, you never pay attention to me, wah wah wah."
Oh, and by the way, I have no idea what I'm talking about? Try being molested by your father for three consecutive years starting when you were nine and being threatened of repeat offenses for years after. Try being called every name in the book, and coming this close to being raped/beaten by the man you're supposed to call father. I WISH my father would've left. And my mother did absolutely nothing about my father. I WISH my mother would've left him. Call me a hypocrite all you want, but I know what the fuck I'm talking about. I've been where you are, I've written so many suicide notes that were never read, I've written so much angsty poetry, I've got the scars to prove the cutting and half-assed attempts, I've stood in the kitchen with the chef's knife and pointed it at my chest, I've considered murdering my father, I've considered running away.
But I didn't run away. I sucked it up and stuck it out because I LOVED my mother too much to abandon her to my demented and fucked up father.
Also, I never CLAIMED to be the boss of you, you little ungrateful bastard. I've been trying to help you, but you have frustrated me beyond words with how absolutely fucking stupid you can be to people. People try to compliment you, they try to help you, and all you do is STILL bitch and complain about your shitty friends and your fucked up life. If you have such an issue with your friends, MAKE NEW ONES. If you hate your life, TRY FIXING. You're 14, not 4, you can do something.
For the record, I am loved. My mother loves me, my boyfriend loves me enough that he slips up occasionally and calls me wife. I lived a fucked up life when I was younger, just like you. Now I have nearly everything I've ever wanted, BECAUSE I STUCK IT OUT AND SUCKED IT UP. I LIVED SO I COULD SEE MY FUTURE, SO I COULD SEE MY HAPPINESS. You tell me I don't know you, you don't realize how many kids are JUST LIKE YOU.
Grow up.
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Uhm, too bad I did text her smartshit. We're in constant contact. You're such an idiotic lying waste.
Rofl... yay I can lie too! K? I was raped *Lying like you*. Woo! That was fun. And then you woke up, hun. Now let's get back to reality. Stop sobbing on the internet(Which you said I was, you attention seeking fool.) I've considered suicide several times. I've killed myself, and succeeded. I've been to the end, and I'm only fourten. I've been flatlined, only to be revived and have to suffer that much longer.
My mother doesn't love me. I have run away, with nothing but the clothes on my back and my phone, that was soon to be dead. Without a charger, or anything. Stop crying kid. If it was as bad as you say it was, you would've actually done something, rather than making it all up over the internet to try to lower a fourteen-year-old suicidal person lower than he already is.
Did you know there's more teen suicides IN THE WORLD, than for any other age? 13-19 year olds have the most suicides in the world.
Thanks for coldheartedly calling me an ungreatful bastard, when you still know nothing other me. You worthless emasculate bitch. Stop sobbing hoe, and get used to pain. Got a problem with me? Leave. Got a problem with life? Kill yourself. You OBVIOUSLY don't have anyone who cares about your idiotic problems. I do. I have few people who care. Get a life, idiot. No one cares.
And then you woke up, yet again. Your fake imaginary boyfriend doesn't care, hun. No one does. No one's like me, sorry. No one is exactly the same. Sure, some people have the same problems as me. But no one's the same. You've lived what I've been through? If that was true, you'd have a little more patients and care a little more, rather than just blowing up at me FOR BEING MYSELF. You ungreatful lying waste.
Tell me to grow up? Why don't you, hun.
Oh, and. Did you know "bastard" means loving child? Thanks for that. Not offensive, babe. Learn some better offenses.
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Now I have nearly everything I've ever wanted, BECAUSE I STUCK IT OUT AND SUCKED IT UP. I LIVED SO I COULD SEE MY FUTURE, SO I COULD SEE MY HAPPINESS. You tell me I don't know you, you don't realize how many kids are JUST LIKE YOU.
... See.
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I should have quoted that.
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And to prove my point that you were a dick to her: [link]
Idiot. 
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K. go back to riding your bf's 2in. kk hoe? no one cares, idiot.
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How did you know about my favourite pastime? You stalker.
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Okay, for one? I wasn't seeking attention. If I wanted attention, I'd be posting journal entries all over the place about woe is me, I have no friends, I'm so sad, I want to kill myself, boo-hoo, no one loves me.
Two: WOW! That'd be one AWESOME lie if it was one! God I wish I knew you in person so I could drag your scrawny ass to a public library and drag out some newspapers, sit you down in front of my mother and have you say to her face after reading the records that I was lying about my relationship with my father. But! I know what happened to me in my life, and I have no reason to defend myself to you since you're an ungrateful little shit who couldn't care less about himself because he's given up on life.
AND YES, I do know there are more teen suicides than any other age, because I was almost one of them. You don't have to spout facts at me because I've fucking been there.
Also, I love how you continue to call people (especially those older than you) kid. Shows you have no respect for those around you, no respect for your elders, no respect for yourself. No wonder your mother doesn't love you, you probably treat her like shit, too.
By the way, your spelling sucks, your poetry is weak, and I LOVE being emasculate, because that would me that I'm NOT MANLY.
Are you having fun yet? I am.
I love you. I want to be your mother now. (Also, bastard also means fatherless child, which you say you are.
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K.
K.
Cool. No one cares.
Awesome. Get a life, attention whore.
Awesome.
I'm diagnosed with severe chronic depression. Do i need to prove it? i can. ty.
Your a pathetic little runt, babe.
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Oh, I love it when you call me babe! It makes me feel loved and adored! Do it again! Call me babe! Call me runt! Call me whore! I love it when you talk dirty.
(Awesome comebacks, by the way, you officially fail at life. Go end it, plzkthx.)
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So you're *not* suicidal then? Quit lying.
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wow. you ignorant, petulant little shit.
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what, you can stand up to Angie and be an ignorant fuck to a girl but not me? grow a pair already.
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you first. stop fingering yourself to your avatar.
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