Senseless-Surgery In reply to ChaoticallyKhaos [2015-12-08 01:57:26 +0000 UTC]

Then I think you'll be happy to know I've declared my computer safe for usage
After the rigorous tests (which may or may not have made the situation worse), I've come to the conclusion motion is the most dangerous thing, rather then time. 
I'll most definitely be on here more often again though, however not so much as previously. Unfortunately, within the first week of not uploading pictures I had a huge 'computer-clean up' accident, and it threw me into an art block worse then ever before. 
Unfortunately with finals coming up, I've realized I'm rather busy with that as well. Things have been crazy trying to stay alive in non-internet world DX

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Senseless-Surgery In reply to ChaoticallyKhaos [2015-10-02 20:00:37 +0000 UTC]

Same one, if you don't mind. That way you can experiment with her twice to where any ideas you missed the first time you can try on the second

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ChaoticallyKhaos In reply to Senseless-Surgery [2015-10-02 22:02:34 +0000 UTC]

I don't mind at all hun ^^
Your commission might take a bit longer so hope that won't be a problem.

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Senseless-Surgery In reply to ChaoticallyKhaos [2015-10-02 23:17:04 +0000 UTC]

That's fine with me, take all the time you need! Put me at the bottom of your priorities if you need, I honestly don't mind the wait XD

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ChaoticallyKhaos In reply to Senseless-Surgery [2015-10-02 23:23:28 +0000 UTC]

Pfft na lol I wouldn't make you wait that long. You're my main priority where commissions are concern.
I haven't been having any luck with my art lately. It's frustrating. No one barely commissions me or even buy my adopts any more.
It's been a frustrating year >.<

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Senseless-Surgery In reply to ChaoticallyKhaos [2015-10-06 00:50:24 +0000 UTC]

It's fiiiineeee, I like waiting XD It makes it to where when the commission is done later, and I feel a random boaster of happiness out of nowhere.
and I literally made a rant of ideas and whatnot on the journal to try to help, but just know you have been improving. Your art is better, despite what the sales say. It's hard to make money on DA.

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ChaoticallyKhaos In reply to Senseless-Surgery [2015-10-06 01:20:05 +0000 UTC]

Okies goodie  ^^
Just lately I've been very sick >.< and when I draw, it's usually my characters or adopts
because that way I know if I fuck up, I'm good lol I like to be in the best health and mind frame
when I work on your commission
Its hard to make money anywhere unless you're popular artist >.<

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Senseless-Surgery In reply to ChaoticallyKhaos [2015-09-16 00:24:56 +0000 UTC]

MWAHAHAHAHA! I would be responding to it all and finishing my catch-up, but school's still keeping me busy. I warned you a spam-bomb was coming, I just didn't know when XDDD

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ChaoticallyKhaos In reply to Senseless-Surgery [2015-09-16 15:01:55 +0000 UTC]

Lol you did! As soon as I saw that you started to fav, I was like "I should probably wait before I refresh the page again" XD

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Senseless-Surgery In reply to ChaoticallyKhaos [2015-09-03 20:21:45 +0000 UTC]

Hey! I'm sorry I haven't been able to talk much, Collage had absorbed my social energy. They force me out of my room and go to... EVENTS
I just wish I could go back to ye olden days of somehow always being motivated, yet also socially-available for you ;^;

I finally got internet full-time in my room, but I'm literally about to start studying for three tests tomorrow. I really hope I can spam you soon, I miss annoying you ;^;

On the bright side of things: Collage has forced me completely out of art-block, and social delinquency. Whenever I get more time, I WILL ANNOY THE SHITE OUTTA YOU. *squish hugs*

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ChaoticallyKhaos In reply to Senseless-Surgery [2015-09-03 21:34:56 +0000 UTC]

Aww I understand hun. I just miss ya is all!
I hope everything is going well hun. I'm proud of ya ^-^
I wish ya the best of luck on your tests <3
Haha I miss you annoying me too XD
Looking forward to it! XD

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Senseless-Surgery In reply to ChaoticallyKhaos [2015-09-04 02:18:39 +0000 UTC]

I miss you too man ;^;
It's actually pretty fun, and I've actually realized I'm pretty proud myself (a rare feeling from myself.) When I first said I was going to collage, my family just kinda laughed since it was so abrupt, but once I got here everyone realized what this means. Getting in here really gave me a confidence boost (while humbling me greatly due to the 'not-so-friendly' students.), and actually set a tangible goal infront of me.
I'll need plenty more then just luck, I have three HUUUUUGEEE tests tomorrow, and I'm really scared XD I'm thinking about pulling a hard-study night, but I'm not too sure if I'm quite prepared for that yet.
Don't look directly at the explosion when it happens, it's going to be ALOT of favorites and a great deal of comments XDDD

Also, totally not sure how to drop this into the paragraph somewhere, but how have you been? I've seen your art has gotten ALOOOOOTTT better, but I haven't been able to stalk it properly, or follow your journals. I really hope everything is all good on your end too.

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ChaoticallyKhaos In reply to Senseless-Surgery [2015-09-04 13:05:57 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, family can be like that. But it's good to prove them wrong XD
I want to go to college but I'm trying to get my drivers id first.
It sucks because it's the only thing that's holding me back and makes me feel less independent.
Aww I'm so happy hun! That really does make me day to hear that ^-^
Aww study hard sweetie! YOU CAN DO IT! ^-^
Haha I'm looking forward the explosion XD
I see the sketches you post. I really love them <3 Some of them I'm hoping you'll color haha
I've been alright hun. I have an art block creeping up on me and kind of been distancing myself from people >.<
So trying to get back into the swing of things.
Aww really?! I don't think so but thank you ^-^
Oh please lol you aren't missing much with journals. A lot of them were just random haha 

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Senseless-Surgery In reply to ChaoticallyKhaos [2015-09-04 18:43:02 +0000 UTC]

Is it really strict to get your drivers stuff in your state? I go to a small collage, so I do mostly walking (and if it gets to hard, I plan on buying a scooter XDDD). I'd recommend going ahead and looking at scholarships/taking the act though, the sooner you get that done the better it is.
And PFFFFFFSSSHHHH others being happy for me makes me want to explode with joy, it's not safe! I CAN'T HANDLE THE JOY OF OTHERS OR MYSELF ;^;
And I failed the Spanish, but aced the English. Went kinda vice-verse what I thought was gonna happen XDDD
I plan on eventually coloring/finishing all of them, that's why I mark them as 'wips'. Only one every thousand dosen't come with a wip mark, and that's because I preferred it to be grey-scale. I focus about 3 hours minimum three days a week to your Gloomy pic, and spend a minimum of two two days a week on finishing pictures. Everyday I work on the next days sketch and try to upload it asap, to ensure I never fall behind. It's actually working out pretty nice in all honesty.

That's no fun, you can do it hun! Just draw things you like, rather then things you need to. I.E: fanart. Got a show you love right now and want to dress up the main characters in sailor moon cossplay? Just do it! Have a favorite song? Make a pic dedicated to it! Most of my wips are actually fan art nowdays, and I just draw my reactions to daily life for entertainment. "Why I'm not Billingual" is my most recent self-picture where I mock my own logic and skill in studying, while making a picture simply enjoyable for both viewers and myself. Chibis is a REALLY good way to keep drawing but keeping it short enough to still have fun.
As for social distance, I know that all the same. All I can recommend is trying to keep up with people, but never over-exerting yourself. Reply in short bursts if you have to, but always ensure to reply within a 5 day period.

DUDE. I LITERALLY HAVE MONTH GAPS BETWEEN YOUR PICTURES. Your improvement is as obvious to me as the difference between blue and red. And pfffsh, random journals are best journals XDDD (I just update mine nowdays to let people know I'm not a robot uploading pictures after my death or something crazy)

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Senseless-Surgery In reply to ChaoticallyKhaos [2015-06-15 02:20:03 +0000 UTC]

Awwh, thanks x3
It's alright! I played Pokemon X all day, so it was all fine. Besides, I've been barely on DA as of late due to art and social exhaustion. I barely managed to reply to this Dx
You really don't have to, I wouldn't want to get in the way of your incoming commissions. I know how busy they can get (still art-dead from the busyness myself DX)

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ChaoticallyKhaos In reply to Senseless-Surgery [2015-06-15 12:43:49 +0000 UTC]

I don't have any commissions coming in >.<
It just kind of sucks because I shouldn't have to lower my prices
on my art just for people to commission me.
So did you have a good birthday?

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Senseless-Surgery In reply to ChaoticallyKhaos [2015-06-15 13:45:55 +0000 UTC]

Awwh, I'm sorry. For someone as decently popular as you, I'd think you'd get more sales but I guess people are stingy with their money.
Off the wall here, but have you ever thought about getting into furries/anthros/MLP? The wider your commission availability- the better. Not to mention you could make a FA account and get some serious sales there (one of my friends, who's a legitimate pro artist, sells for from about 50-80 dollars a picture. Of course, newbies like us wouldn't make anything near that, but 3-5$ is better then twenty cents. Once I get good enough at drawing anthros/furries (THANK GOD FOR ANIMAL-CROSSING.), I plan on doing it XD

It was pretty awesome, though I've come to a realization that me and my mother will never see eye to eye. It was bittersweet in the fact that my mother actually agreed to buy me gifts (For the first time in two years), though we had a huge argument over my sexuality/gender/schooling right before I took the ACT. I've come to terms with it though, we love each other, despite how awful we are to each other. Nothing will ever make it to where either of us can actually make the other happy, and we will never support the endeavors of the other. That's alright though, because in the end we both still tried to do our best for the other. I tried to be a decent but rebellious child, and she tried to be a protective yet affectionate mother.

She managed to prove she loved me today though, by casting aside her wants for mine, so I returned a bit of the money I stole from her for us to have a few good laughs xD I told her the ACT was 80$, when in reality I got it for free, and spent about 40$ of it on posters and half of a game, while my mother covered the other half and paid for an entire other game. I returned a 20, and we had one of those family-comedies moments where they're like "Oh you!" followed by the audience laughing. The other 20 I kept, since I'm planning on buying a guitar though. They apparently have junior ones for 30 bucks at wallmart, and I plan on learning how to play before I graduate collage so I can be one of those douches in the movies playing them in front of the campus tree and trying to swoo all the lovely ladies.
I've thought this through XDDD

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ChaoticallyKhaos In reply to Senseless-Surgery [2015-06-15 14:11:48 +0000 UTC]

I do anthro art. I do have a FA account but let me tell you something, FA sucks!
It's only good if you're a popular artist with anthro art and could draw hentai. That's it. Trust me. FA sucks more so now because of the admins and IMVU bought FA so now, if you put work on there, it pretty much belongs to IMVU and they can sell your art or do whatever they want with it. It's why a lot of FA artists are being more careful and cautious cause of it. This is gonna lead into a major vent which I don't want to get into. FA is a strict site with people being assholes and stingy about art, there's so many people constantly putting down other artists, being ungrateful when they get free art by making nasty comments that it sucks and there's always drama. I've been on FA since 08'. I've seen the worse and the good. And that site was the sole purpose why I hated doing art. I even tested a theory where I would upload my art and an art I got from someone of my fursona, my art is completely ignored. I even tried selling adopts. Nothing. The site doesn't help artists get promoted.
I have a pretty wide variety in my art.

Oh sounds like you had a nice time XD But thats good you and your mom were able to be like that

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Senseless-Surgery In reply to ChaoticallyKhaos [2015-06-19 02:05:33 +0000 UTC]

Huh, my friend seemed to like FA more then DA. Though, I guess it's been a while since I've talked to her.
*opens third ear* I am ready for each and every vent you may need to have.
I guess she had it easy since she was an actual pro, but it seems to me all 'art' websites are full of dicks. DA is full of unhelpful comments/fetish art, FA is porn and apparently douches, Tumblr is Tumblr, there's no safe haven it seems. I just want a art website for everyone to be happy and friendly on ;3;

It was decent, though the very next day or so we were back to arguing XDD

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ChaoticallyKhaos In reply to Senseless-Surgery [2015-06-19 12:57:22 +0000 UTC]

I mean, everyone has their opinions about FA. It helps some and it doesn't so much for others.
I watch a few artists who make porn art and furry art so they are able to sell their stuff more easier on FA.
But for those who don't or are uncomfortable with drawing porn art, it doesn't really work well.
A lot of people I knew who were on FA have quit the site because it has changed so much over the years.
It's become nothing but porn. Even cub porn. The drama is just too much. Like, if you make one negative comment about something
doesn't matter what it is, that person tells all their friends and before you know it, your page is being blown up with drama.
One time an artist (I actually watch here on DA and on FA) had her art stolen and someone was selling them.
She reported to the admin, showing proof that it was her art and so on, but the admin banned her! Not the actual art theft.
That also didn't go well over with the community. When I mention that IMVU bought FA, the original owner and creator of the site didn't
do it. But one of the stupid admins did.
Oh yeah. I hear ya. But I like DA for the most part because they have things like Groups to help get your art noticed. Other sites don't really have it.

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Senseless-Surgery In reply to ChaoticallyKhaos [2015-06-20 02:18:44 +0000 UTC]

I knew they had the porn issue, but weird enough she never drew any (she was quite the opposite- really preached against it. Our clashing ideas on the subject always lead to many funny conversations XDDD) *shot for hypocrisy*
I'm glad I suck so bad the only thing that ever tried to steal my art was that hippopaint crap XDD (and even then, it was all sketches/wips, so it wasn't too bad) You know, they really should make a art website with a 'basic' level of art you must meet for each picture, as well as strict rules of the adult content. One of my FAVORITE 'adult' websites is super strict with the quality-control, as well as the ratings, I kinda wish they'd make a normal website just because the rating system was SO GOOD. (Searching up MLP but not wanting to find anthro? Just x it off! Searching Naruto but not looking for boy characters? Just x it off! It's sad when a adult website has a better filter system then most 'proper' art sites...)
The mechanic would require strict quality control, but it's SO WORTH IT, I can't tell you how many times I've searched up a show's character only to see a thousand of someone's oc. (Someone please destroy the name 'Damien' Please and thank you.Any and all 'D' names would actually be helpful.[)

Groups to me seem a bit... over saturated. In all the good ones, it seems like everyone's just sending in rather then viewing out. As I've grown older, I've grown to appreciate them a bit more, but it's so hard to really contribute to a group other then via sending in pictures. I do really like how it brings a proper sense of community though, as you can really interact with people with similar interests via them.

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Senseless-Surgery In reply to ChaoticallyKhaos [2015-06-01 18:54:54 +0000 UTC]

No probbies

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Senseless-Surgery In reply to ChaoticallyKhaos [2015-05-20 05:53:11 +0000 UTC]

WHY HELLO THERE STRANGER-DANGER
Tired as all hell, overworked beyond all understanding, and overowrking myself when it comes to art. Emotionally on a rollercoaster, though things seems to be perking up.
I've been thinking of watching it, but not too sure. Glad to have a reccomendation though. Short animes are usually the best, as it means they didn't drag themselves out. It's on netflix, so I might pull it up once I quit my job.
I've personally started (a while back) watching Kill La Kill (aka that boob anime), and it's suprisingly good. It's reminds me of Bobobobobobobo when it comes to comedy, and they even acknowledge the outfits are overly showing (which adds on to the comedy) To quote, "Wearing exhibition outfits is the only joy she has in the world! Please do not kill her uniform, it's her only friend!" (of course it's wattered down as I can't remember it word for word, but it was hilarious.)
How have you been doing for the most part? I see uploads but I haven't got to fav-bombing DX

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ChaoticallyKhaos In reply to Senseless-Surgery [2015-05-20 12:13:45 +0000 UTC]

Haha ello there pookie chu XD
Aww why are you so over worked?
Yeah, I hear ya about the emotional part. I've been like that for a while lately.
It's why I'm not as active. I try to be but still.
That's where I watched it too XD I think there's like 13-16 episodes.
Can't remember exactly. But it is good. I ended up reading the manga because I
was dying to know more what happens haha
I've heard of the anime but never really looked into it. The boob anime hahah
has a funny ring to it.
I've been alright. Just been up and down lately. I'm stuck inside my head too much XD

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Senseless-Surgery In reply to ChaoticallyKhaos [2015-05-21 06:44:53 +0000 UTC]

We're short on people due to graduations, and seinor events. Biggest problem about hiring teens is that DX
On my side, I've been having the reunion of hell with everyone who abandoned me, though as it turns out quite a few just couldn't contact me due to the main friend leaving. Just today I spent it with four people I didn't know, and one of my old friends playing D&D and throwing pinecones at each other.
I had to leave because they were going to smoke pot, but we're all thinking about hanging out again.

Netflix has gotten really good about keeping good animes on it, it used to be so small but I guess it's learned that anime has taken over. I need to watch more soon, but Animal Crossing has absorbed all of my free time ;3; (literally just spent two hours designing a shirt for my townsfolk since they all wore the fucking stupidest ducky design, and I wanted them to wear Link shirts XD)
Just defining what I see XD Someone just reccomended to me Sword Art Online, I have a huge list of animes for this summer DX

I know that feeling all too well, I've been stuck in my head for over a year now. I'm finally starting to look up though, so don't feel too down. Hope is one of those things that will go missing for years before popping up and giving you the best hug you've ever had. Even in hell, there's a oasis.

To be honest, I think I learned today just how jaded I've become. As soon as I got home, the first thing I did was start beating myself up over the littlest things I said and did, dispite everyone genuinely loving me. Then I started getting paranoied, thinking everyone was planning to kidnap me and torture me on camera to send to my family after my death, and then I started thinking that I will never see my friends again (again).
On the bright side though, everyone unanimously agreed the person who started my year of loneliness was a total douche, as he had abandoned EVERYONE. It kinda made me feel both like shit and happy, as I feel as if I had abandoned everyone else too.

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ChaoticallyKhaos In reply to Senseless-Surgery [2015-05-21 13:53:27 +0000 UTC]

Oh man, that must have been tough on ya.
I always end up getting a panic or an anxiety attack whenever I meet people 
that I no longer can stand or no longer friends with.
But it sounds like you had a pleasant time with those people.
It'd be nice to hang out again

Yes, I agree! Just recently they added a few new ones. 
I got really excited that they added some of the Bleach Movies on there.
I love Bleach XD Oh oh Deadman Wonderland also has a really kick ass intro XD
I'm so addicted to it it's not even funny lol
I watched the first season of Sword Art Online but I gave up. It isn't the type 
of anime I'm into. I don't know why people make such a big deal about it but hey,
we all have our interests

Hope is evil XD

Aww I've had those thoughts before. It's easier to say try not to think like that but 
always hard in trying not to >.<
That guy is an idiot. Plan and simple. 

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Senseless-Surgery In reply to ChaoticallyKhaos [2015-05-24 16:58:44 +0000 UTC]

It was more of just the fact it was someone from my past, seems like as of recently everyone has been appearing everywhere. Hell, I literally walked by a wedding yesterday where a monster was getting married. Literally gave me a full blown panic attack, but I managed to calm done once I got past it.
They haven't got back in contact with me yet, so I've already begun sulking again. I'm like a cat, I need constant attention or I start to die inside DX

I need to spend a whole week doing nothing but watching anime, I'm behind on everything I love and need to watch so many more things ;.;
I stoped watching Bleach after Rukia's whole near-execution thing, the plot just seemed to be stretched too thin after that, it became a regular tv drama rather then a story to me. I think my episode cap is about fifty, after that I just throw my hands in the air and walk away.
I really like the .HACK series, so I think I'll like SAO. Videogame AI's trying to murder people is just a cliche I love, don't know why.

Agreed, but it keeps coming back like a punchingbag and eventually you accept it reather you like it or not. It's like a stray dog you fed once, and now you're stuck feeding it forever, and it's nasty and horrible but goddamn it's cute. Any specific reason you've been feeling down, or is it just the change of seasons getting to you?

I'm just a panicy-person, seeing as everytime I stop being afraid something new arises, I like to stay afraid because then I just get pissed when it happens. I.E the whole wedding thing, I was more "MOTHER OF FUCKING SHIT, SERIOUSLY!? First the douche, then the sudden ambush of affection, and now this!?!? WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING, UNIVERSE!? Am I reaching my fortississimo?! IS THIS MY PLOT'S CLIMAX!? What the hell are you doing!?!" after a few seconds.
Yep, but it doesn't make it hurt any less. He was always an idiot, the kind you'd see in animes as the protagonist who brought friends together. Reminded you of Naruto, or Sailor Moon. He brought a bunch of random people together, stamped a label on us and called us friends. I guess he just couldn't handle his story though, he's become a minor character to the world.

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Senseless-Surgery In reply to ChaoticallyKhaos [2015-04-17 01:58:53 +0000 UTC]

PFFFSHSFHSH <3
Touka is love. Touka is life.

Sad to say, but since I ran out of T.G episodes (and I lack the initiative to find the manga online) I've been rewatching Teen Titans XD Raven is my bae. I think I may be bombarding you with friendship soon enough, but I'mma try to take it slow so I don't wear myself out again.

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ChaoticallyKhaos In reply to Senseless-Surgery [2015-04-17 12:16:04 +0000 UTC]

I did read your other message you sent me.
I just haven't been able to get around to responding to it >.<

I was wondering, how did the season ended? 
Because the ended of the manga got me all emotional and wondering if they ended it the same way or not XD
HAAHA I used to love that show as a kid! Beast boy was my favorite XDDD
Bombarding me with friendship? o.O Not sure what that means haha

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