MyArmor In reply to WindMeister8 [2015-04-25 16:07:11 +0000 UTC]

No problem! And thank, I'll take some time to in the near future! ^^

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MyArmor In reply to SpongeyToast [2015-04-25 16:06:36 +0000 UTC]

No problem! ^^

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MyArmor In reply to Blue-marin [2015-02-27 23:47:14 +0000 UTC]

Ciao!

Aaah che bello! Deviantartisti Italiani- è sempre un piacere incontrarne

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Blue-marin In reply to MyArmor [2015-02-28 11:55:10 +0000 UTC]

C: C;

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MyArmor In reply to postie-toastie [2015-02-27 23:44:02 +0000 UTC]

No problem at all! I'm glad I am now wacthing such precious artist! <3

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MyArmor In reply to HarvesrQueen15 [2015-02-11 17:34:34 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much! Tahnk you- also for the caaaake oqo

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MyArmor In reply to InsaneKuroUsa-chan [2015-02-11 17:36:02 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very awesomesauce much! XD

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InsaneKuroUsa-chan In reply to MyArmor [2015-02-11 19:05:16 +0000 UTC]

You are very much welcome haha xD

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MyArmor In reply to DarkGreyHeroine [2014-12-26 11:27:08 +0000 UTC]

Stati~ my my Stati!
I swear I'm so bad I even forgot to tell you happy birthday, something as simple as that. I'm so so bad. What type of friend forgets about her friend's birthday? A bad one. I am so extremely sorry...
But hwappy late burthday!!!

Stati, I've felt so bad during this whole lot of time we haven't seen each other, I realized so many bad things of my lifestyle, like, I've popped out of my happiness bubble, but I'm after all glad I did, as it's just a process of growing up ;v; And it was about time I did, I've realized XD But anyways, I'm glad some things never change in such world, something just as strong as a relationship you've built through time, and pain, and happiness, like ours, my dear ;u; I'm so glad to be able to talk to you again. I so needed this. Stati, I can't thank you enough for how much you still care for me. Thank you, Stati, ti voglio così tanto bene!

I hope you've been doing fine, in this whole lot of time we haven't been able to chat. How is it going with the guitarist? Eeeeeh? Has it snowed up there? How's life?

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DarkGreyHeroine In reply to MyArmor [2014-12-26 12:02:40 +0000 UTC]

Some things never change indeed, I'll always be there for you
And that's it, I know how much I have been ignoring everyone lately because of all the health problems I had... These health problems and negative emotions towards others had their origin in... my relationship.
About the guitarist... Well... you need to read this, I wrote you on facebook too, but no reply...

I'm recovering, Rita. I'm still ill because all that stress and negativity reflects in the body, so I had stinging pain in my chest, back pain, digestive problems, diarrhea, headaches, earaches, and now I caught a cold. But I'm recovering. It's funny how the illusion of love can deteriorate you, there were signs before that this relationship is not healthy for me, but I wanted not to see them, I wanted to believe it's just school stress and other things... but no, the core of my bad health for one entire year was my relationship. I wanted to make him the guy he said he is, optimistic, jolly, skillful... he kept his image a long time, but then I saw a change... Suddenly he showed his bad side, his weaknesses, he complained about everything, and I constantly hoped it's just a bad mood he'll get over... He came with all his problems to me, and I tried to solve them, but he said I don't help him at all, I don't make him happy lately, I don't show him love, everything is suddenly my fault, ALL THIS RIGHT BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY, and I was ill too!, and then I realized... was this the boy I fell in love with? Is this the person I really want to spend my life with? no. How can he do this to me? And it's still everything about him, the victim, right?
And for the rest of the story, read this: forum.deviantart.com/community…

The breakup was scandalous, I couldn't believe it, but I wanted an end to all my suffering. Even now, as I said before, I'm ill and still recovering. My body is weak...

There's no love anymore, I don't know if he still loves me, but he certainly didn't show this to me.
I'm too hurt to love him anymore. And so my Spain goes away.

There's no snow in Romania, which is ABNORMAL D: only in high mountain areas...
And Merry Christmas, Riri! May you have a happy family time !

I'm waiting for my Christmas on January 6th...
...I wish to be healthy and stronger than ever, not to fall for everything anymore and to finish my studies successfully... That's all I want, and all that's left...

Now you got the picture what happened in my life, so please, tell me about you... I hope your experience wasn't as emotionally AND physically painful as mine..

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MyArmor In reply to DarkGreyHeroine [2015-01-12 11:48:28 +0000 UTC]

Lavi dear... here, I've read it all.
I can feel what hell you've been through.

I'm so glad it's all over. I'm so glad you managed to get out of this scarred, but entire. You're a reasonable girl, I'm sure you have known how to show your face to him. I'm sure it's all over for you. You said it yourself- and that is good. It's ineed good, the fact that he's gone, away from your mind.
Please don't let it weight on your life. It's a weight taken off your shouders. Please recover quick, and well, and strong- I'm sure this year and a half have given you the right amount of neutral trust-distrust to put on people. I'm so glad he's gone. I'm so glad such a filthy man is gone from your life.
He didn't deserve such a good woman. He still doesn't. And if he keeps on, he won't. And after all, some things never change, remember. We say "I'l lupo perde il pelo, ma non il vizio", which translates in "A wolf may loose fur, but he never looses his bad habit". I'm sure this is what's ging on here. This walf just deserves a kick in the bottom, figuratively or mentally. He has to feel and GLUE his tail in between is back legs, when walking in front of you. Or better, he has to be so desperate to have committed such an awful offense that he has to stay kilometers and kilometers away from you.
I'd break his guiar and bones, I swear...

In the meanwhile, dearest: stay safe and sound among the love of the ones you can be sure of. The ones who have never left you, who have always taken your side.- it's time to recover from this deep war. Nations arise from ashes, as humans do from despair: and their aim is exclusively to score for happiness, love- and how many times we stumble, crumble, rise and shine... that's the process of life. But great news is that you won't feel the caress of wind of you've always been up in the sky. The true bliss is when ve been so down for the whole time, that when you get up, you can't help but notice the wind.

These words might be a bit off, coming from a person who wasn't there with you, but I want you to never feel a hint of guits or whatevs bad feeling about him. Not worth it, nuh-nuh.

... =7= ALSO HOPE YOU HAD AN AWESOME CHRITMASSSSSSS
HOW WAS EVERYTHING? AND THE FOOD? THE FOOOOOOOD OWO

WHAT- no snow?! Only in high places?! The next thing that I'm expecting is a Caribbean resort in the middle of Russia oAo Don't tell me they're making coffeee grow in Russia now... my my

Aah, I don't think my experience was as shoking and devastating as yours. I might be acting like a rebellious teen and whatsoever, but the only matter is, I feel no love from my parents. Or better, the only hint of love they show is when we're in public, or in church, dining with freinds... the rest of the time, is spent with me telling them my problems, seeking hope or something like that, only to be told "take your responsabilities", "that's not my problem", "this is not a problem", "we did this many years ago, and we were less privileged than you"... evolving in a situation where they are the ones attacking me at the end, when I seek help I rwceive a spit. I feel they just want to get themself bigger and bigger than me, meaner and meaner towards me, making me feel way too useless, tiny, a figure that is bound to stay "this tiny and this useless" because if I don't do what they want to, if I don't do it their way, i won't succeed. Now that I write it I pretty much realize that this is a situation where many go through, but... being in the mass won't help me if I want to think my way.
Yet they say, "many are doing your same type of school. How come you're the only one you feel so depressed? How come they do better than you?"
A hell of a thought, that's surely going to raise my spirit and bring me up at their level. Tch... when my main problem is within my own house's walls...

But then again, probably, this is just a rant of a teenage rebel who wants to be heard and considered a little. Pitiful of me, to reach out to the ones whom seem not to reach back, just to get smashed and slapped and devoured by mean words, mean comments, mean things I believe a loving being wouldn't say, do or make to make a miserable little being like me feel emarginated, pushed away, after being beaten up badly, on the berge of dying inside.
(That's how I get the view: Attack on Titans like- me hopeless is aaaaaaaaah )
Yep, pretty much that's it, so much that my motto when talking witht them has become "I would have preferred indifference, rather than receiving sarcasm".

Gosh, it evolved in such a bad situation that I cannot even feel love BACK towards them. I recognize them as my law parents, not as my actual supportive parents. That makes the past some kind of illusion- a happy place where I could not understand what was good and bad.

Ok, rant done, that's pretty much what I deeply felt in the last... probably 5 months or so. Back there I was still a blind child =70

Should I say sorry for the awfully long message 'n' rant? Oh my

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DarkGreyHeroine In reply to MyArmor [2015-01-26 14:26:23 +0000 UTC]

It's not just a rant of a teenage rebel, my dear Riri knows that It's better to talk about it, but not to anyone, just to those who soothe you and understand you ~
I know some people with difficult family situations and it's pretty sad so listen to their stories, as well as to yours... So I have been following their lives in a way or another and giving advices, and the best advise is not to put straws on fire. In Romanian, there's this proverb: "A nu pune paie pe foc", meaning "Not to put straws on the fire"; take it like "try your best to avoid quarrels, arguments or to calm the discussions down when they get harsh, even if that would mean not to fight for yourself in a direct way that time. You should defend yourself, rather than demanding respect, love, caring or whatever you think you deserve. Perhaps you need different types of all those, and from where there's nothing, not even God demands things (another Romanian proverb).
What I know for sure is that someday every child outgrows this and becomes independent. You mustn't long for that moment, you must just live on carefully and finish your studies, so you can get a job and move out some day. Little steps, great patience, even if it's painful... trust me, my best friend Valentina also has a horrible atmosphere in her family and I'm always there to make her stronger than ever and add to her patience.
Anger is bad for your health, I know this since the stinging pain in my chest appeared because of stress and anger. But you can easily calm yourself down, getting lost in fandom thoughts if nothing else catches your interest
I simply know that you'll be alright and you will mature for sure. As you grow, you become stronger. And another advise... don't hate on people, don't get angry at people, just accept how they are, because, if you try to change them, you will be the one exhausted and hurt in the end ..
And deal with the sarcasm somehow, I know it hurts, but my grandpa always said "When a fool crossed paths with you and tells you bullshit, just say - yes, yes -  or  -yeah I got it - and leave them be"

You must try hard and don't let yourself get crushed by ANYTHING. You're stronger than ANYTHING. You're the Riri I know, after all

As of me, I'm so much better already... I finally moved to another place, a quiet room with no one to scare me or to follow me... and... I realized that life goes on... it's pretty nostalgic, isn't it? Life goes on, after all...

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MyArmor In reply to DarkGreyHeroine [2015-02-11 17:10:56 +0000 UTC]

I'll try not to set an entire field on fire, then XD
Rage, it's not the right time. Never the right time. Got to learn that, thank yu ;v;
Hah, that's right, you're always right! I was beginning to forget my passions 'cause of all these people, problems- and it's so good to be back!
(Tho it feels kind of sad that life can hit you like a running train even on days that could mean nothing, but do mean something because of personal feels... haa)
How I LOVE to learn proverbs and these kind of wisdom words
The fool thing... looks very neat. I can imagine the road. Awesome.

Thanks Lavi, thanks for everything ;u;

Life seems to run easier, right? At least it's good that your worries have faded away- it's time ti take care of yourself, while life goes on... to the better

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MyArmor In reply to neon-f [2014-12-26 11:27:44 +0000 UTC]

Thank YOU for sharing such great work!

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MyArmor In reply to Skribble-Chibi [2014-10-06 13:11:29 +0000 UTC]

Oh my, thank you so much ;3;
I really appreciate it =7=

Grazie mille, prezzemolo e scintille \o7o/

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Skribble-Chibi In reply to MyArmor [2014-10-06 17:21:23 +0000 UTC]

I wish i knew Italian:/ What does it mean? Also, no problem

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MyArmor In reply to Skribble-Chibi [2014-12-26 11:32:44 +0000 UTC]

"Thank you very much, parsley and sparkles"- just playing around the fact that "mille" and "scintille" rhyme XD

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Skribble-Chibi In reply to MyArmor [2014-12-26 16:17:28 +0000 UTC]

Aha Do you like to talk in this funny way in italy too? danke Anke, bitte Brigitte XD

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MyArmor In reply to Skribble-Chibi [2015-01-12 11:50:18 +0000 UTC]

Oh well, I cannot say for the whole population of Italy, but when getting sarcastic, it's one hell of a tool to use XD I personally adore to get this sarcastic- too bad people around me don't appreciate it so aaaah ;w;

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Skribble-Chibi In reply to MyArmor [2015-01-12 14:03:27 +0000 UTC]

Germans are so sarcastic, i can't even...:'D You should see us Its so horrible XD

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MyArmor In reply to Nightcoregirl101 [2014-07-28 21:48:16 +0000 UTC]

Aaah, I know right, me too XDD
I love ancient people from Hetalia, they're just too nice, considering their history and how the show is... funny-sided XD

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Nightcoregirl101 In reply to MyArmor [2014-07-28 21:50:49 +0000 UTC]

Yup xD But, what Rome did in the hetalia movie towards the end; that needs to be a GIF

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MyArmor In reply to Anaszka [2014-07-17 19:29:06 +0000 UTC]

No problem! >u<

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MyArmor In reply to MyobiXHitachiin [2014-06-11 09:10:38 +0000 UTC]

No prob ;u; <3

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MyArmor In reply to seika [2014-05-31 11:21:51 +0000 UTC]

No problem!

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MyArmor In reply to TheSkyRainsBlood [2014-05-29 12:44:13 +0000 UTC]

No problem! You deserved them all! ^u^

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MyArmor In reply to Natureisnatural [2014-05-16 17:35:01 +0000 UTC]

D'aaaw, thank you ;w;

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Natureisnatural In reply to MyArmor [2014-05-17 02:40:14 +0000 UTC]

No problem!! Cause I find you a really sweet and caring person. ^^

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MyArmor In reply to Natureisnatural [2014-05-31 11:05:44 +0000 UTC]

Aw thank you again, sweetie ;w;

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