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MiddleCharmedOne
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[2004-05-10 03:11:07 +0000 UTC]
"Jillian"
(United States)
# Statistics
Favourites: 0; Deviations: 25; Watchers: 12
Watching: 17; Pageviews: 4489; Comments Made: 162; Friends: 17
# Interests
Favorite movies: Eight Crazy Nights, Rocky Horror Picture Show, and LabrynthFavorite bands / musical artists: Wierd Al
Favorite writers: Edger Allen Poe
Favorite games: Chess
Other Interests: Rock music, Friends, Fun, and ubsessing over things I can't have
# About me
Current Residence: In the pit of depressionFavourite genre of music: Glam Rock but I like other kinds of music
Favourite style of art: Anima
Wallpaper of choice: none black walls
Skin of choice: white
Favourite cartoon character: Nalla from Inuyasha
Personal Quote: Some one shoot me
# Comments
Comments: 24
Hey there. My sis used your photos for her IDs. You have a cute puppy.
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PEEKABOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I FOUND YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ; ) = ^_^ =
Your faveorite demonic kitty
Anibell
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOOOOOOXXXXX
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c Wednesday, January 18, 2006 d
To Anyone who Read my previous post!
Namely the person that i love and care for the most
I didn't mean to hurt you.....i did the one horrible thing i could possibly do...........I made you cry, and i'm sorry........ that poem wasn't supposed to be seen by anyone but me....... and i'm sorry....
To anyone else other than my love, i will tell you a story,
Once, i was a person who didn't care.... i didn't let anyone in, it was my defense from being hurt like i was then, for a long time alot of people tried..... but in the end, they failed to get past my defenses....... then i met her......... and somehow, someway..... she got through that defensive armor........And for almost four months, while we were together....... i didn't need that armor around my heart, i didn't need to worry about defending myself from heartache..... when i was with her...... i was invincible..... i could do anything.....
Then some unpleasant things drove her from me, Temporary though the separation is.... I reverted into a Whiney, Child-like state..... i cried often and whimpered even more, the last post was born from that idiocy that i went through.......
It was uncalled for and childish..... worst of all it hurt the one person in my life who ever really gave a shit about who i am, what i do/did.... and everything else.......
and to her i am so, so very, sorry.
Due to an accidental slip on my part, she read that post..... it was then that i heard the one thing i tried so very hard not to do.......
The love of my life was crying, and i was to blame..... i caused it, i hurt her, and i further fouled up an already bad day for her.
What i am trying to say is this:
They say you Don't know what you've got 'till it's gone, well i knew damn well what i had, and someway, somehow..... i blew it.... i blew it and couldn't handle it......
To my love.... I am so very sorry, and i swear i would NEVER do anything to take me away from you, I know what that's like and i would NEVER EVER put you through that shit
I love you and always will.
Cory Rasmussen
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you have been hugged!!
RULES:
1- You can hug the same person who hugged you.
2- You must hug at least six (6) other people you know or are your friends.
3- Random hugs are perfectly okay so try to hug another six (6) random deviants.
4- Paste hugs on user pages. Hugging is a public show of affection.
5- Only one hug per person is allowed. Otherwise you have to start all over again.
6- Get started right away
don't ask
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Hello Beaufitiul! Been a while. >>; Sowies about that. I have been Busy..SO MANY THINGS! AHH! NEways. E-mail me sometime Firestarter951@yahoo.com
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YOU HAVE BEEN SEXED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends who you think don't get much lovin' (or maybe they do!) and, SEX THEM! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can sex the person who sexed you, of course.
2- You can sex the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!*
3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy!
4- You should sex in public! Be adventurous, damnit. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty!
5- Random sex is perfectly okay!
6- Please, don't worry about same gender sexing, it's HOT.
7- You should most definitly get started fuckin' right away!
This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!) by pasting this to all your friends on their userpages!
* you provide the sex toys, not us.
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Fine. Sorry Kat. But you all know how I am. ANd I've learned when to back down.
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Becareful what you say to or about Peanut Butter, Josh I still love her and no matter what I am always on her side. I have promised her my eternal love and friendship and I will keep this promise forever. I know Peanut Butter well enouph to tell if she is joking or not. So just stay out of our affairs. Anything else that dosn't have to do with us is fine just not Peanut Butter and I.
Kat I am happy tha you have a date and are in love again. I am happy as well that you have moved on and am happy with out me. It is best. I love you and will talk to you later.
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who did you hear this "much about me" from?
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well since you won't tell me who told you about me will you at least tell me who you are and who at least one metual friend or someone. Please and thank you
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Kat. Don't call her a whore. Never call one of my friends anything and mean it. If it were someone doing it to you I would say the same thing. But if you have nothing better to say then why talk? Your wasting your time.
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Josh who you to tell me shit...and she knows that i'm joking...and if she didn't take "whore" as a joke then she doesn't know me as well as i thought she did....so yeah josh...don't tell me my place....i aready have a father and tyler...i don't need someone who isn't that big of a person in my life telling me what to do...you weren't in the cucking relationship that i was josh! you weren't in hell every fucking day because the relationship josh...you were just there trying to get in on it to make friends....maybe you should learn alittle about your fucking place in life...heres a little hint...not with me! you can be a friend...and you know what thats all i ask of you...but don't butt in on jelly and i....i didn't end a relationship with jelly and Josh...GOT IT? you need to learn a little something boy...about your place..and i understand as a friend you want to back her up...but i meant nothing by it...and if you are such a fucking awesome friend that you are there for all your friends...where the fuck were you when she broke my heart....where the fuck were you when i felt like suicide was the only answer....NOWHERE you little fucker....so when jelly and i are talking, don't walk up after to ask what about....and don't say are you two back together.....and don't tell me or anyone else for that matter what to fucking do....
JELLY:
i'm sorry that is this all on your site...forgive me...
and i'm sorry it hurt you when i said whore.....i'm sorry...i don't like hurting you...or anyone for that matter...and i didn't mean anything by "whore" i call everyone a whore...i'm sorry....
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I wasn't there for you because you didn't want me to be. I can't read minds Kat. If I had known you were having such a hard fucking time I WOULD have been there. But I wasn't cause no one tells me anything. And I wasn't telling you your place. I was telling you my place. And my place is to defend my friends. Like I said I can't read minds. After the break up I can't tell what you mean when you say things like that to her. If you were ever my friend at all you should have expected somethign like that. It's pretty hard to judge sarcasm on the internet so sorry if I made you get all bitchy about it.
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hey josh you didn't make shit..and you might not have been telling me my place...but it isn't yours when jelly and i are talking...and its just jelly and i...when we ask for your help...thats when you can come in....get it?
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middlecharmedone?
what the hell...
and whore i didn't break you heart...you stepped on mine first.....think about it
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