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[2009-09-22 08:37:09 +0000 UTC]
"Saurabh"
(India)
# Statistics
Favourites: 59; Deviations: 9; Watchers: 1
Watching: 0; Pageviews: 2021; Comments Made: 31; Friends: 0
# About me
Ten things i hate about me..... :((10.
i hate how sometimes i can't get you off of my mind. how when your here suddenly the world stops rotating just so i can look into your eyes and see where i think i'm supposed to belong. i hate the way i look at you like i expect something.
09.
i hate how i push you. i push you to believe - in yourself, in me, and in us. you never will, though. and you've told me that quite a bit. you'd think i'd know to shut my mouth, but i don't. i'm sorry.
08.
i hate the way i look at myself - like i'm not good enough for the world, good enough for you.
07.
i hate how i believe number 08.
06.
i hate how i live for your voice - for you to call me, to text me back. i hate the way i yearn for you to kiss me so i can see how even your breathing would be as our lips touched. i hate the way i stare at you all the time and when you ask me whats wrong i say that everything is perfect but really it isn't because I'm not in your arms.
05.
i hate how i cant keep secrets.
04.
i hate how you're so cool about everything. how you probably know that I'm probably falling in love with you and how you probably will forget all about me when she smiles.
03.
i hate how i hate her.
02.
i hate how when you smile i cant feel my stomach. i hate how when your fingers brush any part of me i think it means something and how when you look me in the eyes i think that they're saying "i love you". i hate how i lie to myself every single day.
01.
most importantly,
i hate the way i can't breathe when i'm around you. i hate the way i watch you and the way you make me feel complete and important and accomplished. i hate the things people say that make me feel worse about not having you. i hate the way i hate you for not loving me.
also, i hate the way i don't hate you.
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# Comments
Comments: 2
Thanks so much for the fave on "Picking Flowers"!
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