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MadeAnew
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[2011-01-07 01:09:50 +0000 UTC]
"Life goes on"
(United States)
# Statistics
Favourites: 888; Deviations: 215; Watchers: 51
Watching: 111; Pageviews: 11473; Comments Made: 2049; Friends: 111
# Interests
Favorite movies: Ginger snaps backFavorite bands / musical artists: Sixx Am
Favorite books: Burn journals
Favorite writers: Ella Hopkins
Tools of the Trade: Pen, Paper
Other Interests: Music, Poetry
# About me
I take way too many pictures of myself...Well... dont really know what to say here. I could write some long sob story about how much life sucks, but no one really reads these things anyways. Well. My poetry and journals pretty much tell my story so if you want to get to know me look there. If you have any questions ask. And if you are going through a rough time and need someone to talk to, i will be here for you. I am always glad to help :) <3
~ Keep On Keeping On
Current Residence: places
Favourite genre of music: Acoustic
Favourite style of art: Poetry, Street art
Operating System: Hp
MP3 player of choice: Sony Walkman
Shell of choice: ...Puka?
Favourite cartoon character: Gir, Finn
Personal Quote: Keep On Keeping On
# Comments
Comments: 575
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Hi, Cami. Thinking about you today. I'm missing you a lot and so are a lot of other people. The memory of my first time meeting your dad is very alive in my mind. It's a shame that it had to be at your funeral.
I got married last year. My husband has heard a lot about you. I wish you could still be here to meet him. I'm not sure if you can see this, but I hope to god you can. You're one of my only reasons for ever hoping for an after life... I need to see you again. Some day.
I wish I knew what brought you to this. There's no reason a 15 year old should ever take her own life. Regardless, I hope things are better, where ever you are. I love you. I miss you. I wish things could be different. I'm sorry I couldn't do more.
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Always wishing you the best. It seems no one has forgotten the things you've done for everyone.
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It's been 3.5 years now hasn't it? I miss you a lot. I'm still thinking about you.
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Hey Cami. It's been a long long time since I've talked to you. But I promise I haven't forgotten you.
I'm here dealing with life now.
My own mother is threatening my life right now. I'm having to deal with her while trying to find a way out.
Anyway I hope you're not in pain wherever you are. I love you a lot. You're simply amazing and I miss you.
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Happy birthday, Cami. I miss you so much. Wish you could be here so we could finally become silly, stupid adults together. I still have such a hard time believing you're gone.
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I know I say this in every note I send you, and I'm sure you know this from before, but I know it's silly of me to keep writing to you. However, you deserve a Happy Birthday. I haven't forgotten you, and I never will. Your mother promised she'd leave a rose on your grave today from me, I haven't been talking to her much, but I feel like checking up on them once in a while.
Anyway, rest in peace honey. I love you, and happy birthday.
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It's not silly to keep writing to her. I really hope she sees these, where ever she is... I miss her so much.
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I know I haven't stopped by in a while, but I haven't forgotten you.
I'm so sorry I haven't said much of anything to you.
I know it's selfish to ask but could you give me some strength? I just, I need some help right now more than ever.
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I really hope to god nobody else sees this... *sigh* But yeah... I'm sure you saw my session with the therapist today... I'm sorry... I'm doing the best I can. I miss you so much. I wish there was something I could have done.
I love you.
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I know this is pretty late but happy new year. I miss you, Cami.
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MadeAnew passed away a while ago, just so you know. She would have been seventeen this year.
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O wow. I'm sorry I had no idea
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Oh Cami... it's still so hard to believe you're gone.
I don't go to our old school anymore. Bo and Zo moved away, too. I think the group is becoming empty.
I miss you like crazy, sweetheart. I really wish there was some way I could bring you back. I wish I could have seen that there was something wrong. I could have done something to stop you but instead I chose to let you walk your own path.
I'm so sorry....
I miss you
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One year tomorrow and I still can't believe you're gone... I love you, Cami. I miss you so much
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It seems like a few people still visit this page every once in a while.
I have made a group dedicated to Cami. It's for support of those who lost someone to suicide and just those who support ending suicide once and for all. If you could join, feature, etc., then that would be fantastic.
Thank you all for your kind words. I'm sure Cami appreciates it, where ever she is.
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I'm so sorry to what happened to you. I know I didn't know you but that doesn't make any difference, and I wish I could have. I hope now, where ever you are, you're happy.
R.I.P Miss Cami.
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Just found this video. 
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Sorry you're dead. I don't even know you, but sorry.
And to some people, typing a message to a dead guy is pointless. But I think that if a person dies, his/her's spirit still looks at stuff.
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Your personal quote is "Keep On Keeping On"
How ironic
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I miss you....
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I wish i would have never lost touch with you cami. Maybe i would have been able to prevent this, maybe if you knew how much i cared about you things would have been different. I still cant believe your gone. So young and so soon. Too soon. I love you buddy, i hope that where ever you are, if there is anything after this life that your somewhere with no more pain, suffering or hurt. You didnt deserve to be gone out of this world so soon... I feel for your loved ones and family that have been left behind. I hope there is something after this life and that you are there, finally at peace. I listened to some of the songs you got me interested in today and you got on my mind. I miss you and I wish you were still here today living your life and hopefully happy. You had so much ahead of you.
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<3
I miss you terribly. I hope everythings going better now <3
Thanks for always being there for me though. You're amazing
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You were gone too soon
You're part of me
And I'll never be
The same here without you
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I'm sorry you couldn't see the world could be brighter. To your memory. May you be enjoying wherever you are now.
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I didn't know her, though I wish I did...only way I heard about this was through someone else. From what I hear, though, she was a very good person. Whether I knew her or not doesn't change that fact. I may not be in a position to be here, nor do I really know what to say, but it just wouldn't feel right if I didn't say something. Either way, happy birthday.
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I miss you so, so much love.. I really wish you were here today, I wish you'd been alive long enough to get 16.. You were only 15 years old, 15 years.. It's so hard to me to know that you were in so much pain.. I'm sorry I didn't make a difference. I'm sorry I couldn't help you.
Happy birthday, beautiful.. I'll light a candle for you. I love you.
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I didn't know you very well, but I still find it hard to take you off my friends list. I don't know how I feel about it... It makes me sad whenever I look at it, but I haven't been able to take it down. Not yet. I haven't even unwatched you. I think I'll do that, but keep you in my friends list. Cuz you were my friend, and I don't want to forget you.
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<3 I don't want you gone Cami...I really wish you were here....
You were only 15...you had so much ahead....
I don't know what made you take your own life, but I wish I had been there to stop it.
Happy early birthday...I'll be here again soon. I just wish you could be here. We could celebrate our sweet sixteens together. <3
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Even though I didn't know her, I hope she's happy where ever god took her. I just so desperately hope she's not in Hell.
She's suffered so much pain by what I can see.
I hope god relieves it.
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Hey...I'm not sure why I'm writing this I just feel I need to tell you. You inspired me, you know? I loved our conversations together. You'd actually find some of my bad jokes funny. You were always willing to help me, and were one of the first people I met here, you made Deviantart exciting. It's because of you I'm going to college next year to be a Social Service Worker. I want to support teens like you. I want to make sure this doesn't happen anymore.
I miss you everyday. I like to deflect my feelings with humour, but...I'm near crying well writing this. Fuck. You're amazing, and I wish I could have done more.
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It's still hard to believe you're gone....
I hope you can watch the contest that I'm holding for us though...I think you'll like it. I wish you were still here for it. I was really looking forward to celebrating our sweet sixteens together...
I love you so much....
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She took her own life on the morning of April 11, 2012.
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I hate suicides!
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Yeah. It sucks...
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I wish I had taken the time to show you how much I cared about you when I had the chance. You were such an amazing person.
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I didn't know her, at all, but I'm literally sitting here balling my eyes out after reading her poems and knowing she's not with us anyone.
Such a talented, flawless, gorgeous girl. If only you were still here, I would do anything to convince you not to do what you did, but you're in a better place now, where pain is eliminated and love is immortal.
Rest easy, my dear friend. I hope you find some comfort where you are now. <3
- Heather
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I still cry till I fall asleep, dear. I can not make myself believe that you would do that against me, against your family.. against everyone. I really, really, really wish that you are better now, that you found the peace and relief you deserved so bad..
I've contacted your mother, I had to hear from a believable source that the "rumors" were true. I still won'† believe them though, I can feel you everywhere making me feel even worse..
Don't worry, I think I'll be with you shortly. I can't handle more people leaving me quickly, painfully. My last question to you has to be, will you meet me, wherever you are?..
I love you so much, and that will never, ever change..<3
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What exactly are you planning to do?
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I'm going to make the voices stop.
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Sweetheart, you know what I'm talking about.
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I wanted you to say it.
And I want you to choose differently.
1. Very inappropriate thing to put on the profile of someone with mourning friends and family.
2. Very selfish because even though you won't have to deal with it anymore, everyone else will.
3. I mean, think about it, you won't even be able to enjoy the silence because you won't be around anymore.
4. Despite that fact that I don't know you, I care enough to want you to live.
I know I am taking a rough tone, but sometimes being honest is the only thing I can figure out how to do.
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1. You asked, and for the record, no one really cares about what I write. And if they pretend to, it's just so that they can look good when I'm gone.
2. It is selfish, but I can afford to be a little selfish at the end. I've spend my whole life, trying to be as little selfish as possible, to help everyone as much as I was able to. I usually fail, like this time. You have no idea, not a clue.
3. No, true. But I won't have to live in the hell either.
4. True again, you don't know me. At all, you have not a fucking clue about what I've been through. This with Cami.. It's just a piece in an insane game, like someone can control this and is checking out how much I can go through before I can't handle it anymore.
You don't really take a rough tone, the ones who tell me how ugly I am, to go kill myself, to let everyone stop having to worry about me and just end it already. They are using a tough tone.
If you consider continuing with this conversation, I'd prefer if we took it more private on notes.
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