PrinceFleaswallow In reply to Fijeta [2009-03-29 20:16:30 +0000 UTC]

I don't think he's coming back anytime soon ... So he probally meant what he said on the journals I guess.

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Fijeta In reply to PrinceFleaswallow [2009-03-31 22:41:55 +0000 UTC]

well that suks balls U_U

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PrinceFleaswallow In reply to Fijeta [2009-03-31 23:10:44 +0000 UTC]

How I still thinks he opperative on the Forums on newgrounds He's just not going to the Art stuff for a while.

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Hammi4Real In reply to Vousielle [2009-02-28 23:55:00 +0000 UTC]

Youre welcome...

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Hammi4Real In reply to PrinceFleaswallow [2009-02-10 12:32:44 +0000 UTC]

Hey man, sorry about the late reply...

Yeah i love what you did there. I really like the tones. Maybe one of the faces looks misplaced, but you will hopefully learn to adjust its consistency according to perspective... just keep working hard like you always do. Im mighty impressed over how you touch your drawings up, i wish to see more like that. Even though you referenced a painting by botecelli, you show how you handle the tones well. Great.

And yeah, i am actually fond of the classic genre and the originality in it. And i dream of being able to do the same... it hasnt worked very well though so...

And lmao, thanks. I like to see a good splatter movie whenever i feel like im blood thirsty. Gore is like eye candy, its a very relieving satisfactory when you wanna clam your senses down.

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Hammi4Real In reply to g-kwan155 [2009-02-01 01:19:28 +0000 UTC]

You know what...

could i talk to you here, right now? I wanna confess something. That is, if you dont mind... or are you here just to deliver me a sarcastic comment and leave because of what i just said to him?

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g-kwan155 In reply to Hammi4Real [2009-02-01 01:21:54 +0000 UTC]

No I want to talk right now.

Confess what needs to be said. I don't mind.

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Hammi4Real In reply to g-kwan155 [2009-02-01 02:01:36 +0000 UTC]

Just wanna say that... i know youre his best bud and all, and im most certain you support him whenever he needs it. Just wanna say that... i take back what i said. After what just happened, ive never felt so ashamed of myself than now. 3 months... of disgust got the best of me. Like i grew on a disease. I cant believe when this happened... i guess i was driven by a some sort of a cold war phenomenon from last summer... its hard to explain, but its true. I cant believe myself, how i turned so... monstrous.

Tell him that i fucked up. Let him have the peace he desires. Let him frolic. Im not holding him back, never wanted to. I just needed a hand... but i was suspicious and felt that i could be deceived any time by anyone and continued to roll in my own misery. I got a lot to pick up on my own right now... anyone who wants to dewatch me right now because of this episode, you may do so. You will have my full understanding because ive acted in an unforgiving manner... i feel lower than shit right now, and i can guarantee that 100 %. Ive failed everybody around me, and myself... and this is the price i gotta pay. I wont bite anymore...

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Hammi4Real In reply to Hellknight1000 [2009-01-23 19:40:51 +0000 UTC]

Nothing that concerns you.

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Hellknight1000 In reply to Hammi4Real [2009-01-23 19:49:16 +0000 UTC]

I'm ... confused right now. I was afraid that you left after you said you would.
Yet here you are, talking to me! I've got so many questions right now...

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Hammi4Real In reply to Hellknight1000 [2009-01-23 20:56:35 +0000 UTC]

Why are YOU so worried?

I left the art forum didnt i? Leaving DA and everything else is a slow but definite process...

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Hellknight1000 In reply to Hammi4Real [2009-01-23 21:14:07 +0000 UTC]

I have a huge passion for art. And watching people like yourself just give up and leave is rather depressing I suppose...

I'm also alarmed to see that you're rather unimpressed to see me. I was happy to see you still active, but now I'm not so sure. Instead of leaving, you ignore us? This is why I'm confused by your slow but definite process...

ANYWAY...I didn't comment on your page to start this. I was just wondering what you've been up to!

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Hammi4Real In reply to Hellknight1000 [2009-01-23 22:57:57 +0000 UTC]

When its over, then its over.

Who are "us"? Oh yeah, of course. Why dont you go back to scorpian and his happy hour gang, youre better off there than trying to be such a buddy buddy guy with me.

If you must know, im intensively collecting renamon fan submissions. Its the only thing left that is holding me. Soon as thats over, im out...

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Hellknight1000 In reply to Hammi4Real [2009-01-23 23:07:51 +0000 UTC]

I think the thing that throws me off the most is your new avatar. I guess I got the impression that you're sticking around if you thought it was necessary to change it before leaving...

But you've made things clear now. I was just wondering what was up so no need to be so grumpy.
Take care...

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Hammi4Real In reply to Hellknight1000 [2009-02-01 02:50:58 +0000 UTC]

Hellknight... jesus christ. Im sorry i got grumpy at you... ive been skeptical against pretty much all of scorpians friends, included you... for 3 months. It hurts me to tell you that during that time i looked at you with distrust, because youre with scorpian and youre originally HIS watcher. Please forgive me for this... alarming behavior... im forcing myself back to my old self now, and maintain that way. No more back biting. Maybe youve already lost respect for me but... im truly sorry. I will remain silent and hush off in shame...

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Hellknight1000 In reply to Hammi4Real [2009-02-01 03:43:03 +0000 UTC]

Well, I really appreciate this comment but jeez. I'm not sure what to think about you right now. You come here and apologize but I know this situation has happened before. Maybe not with me but it's happened. How can I be sure you really mean it?

I want to know what it is exactly that you dislike about Scorpian. We've become very close friends while you've been away, and I'm absolutely sure he would never purposefully go out of his way to let someone like you feel so angry about him. Never.

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Hammi4Real In reply to Hellknight1000 [2009-02-01 18:25:34 +0000 UTC]

Trust me... why this happened again was because i had saved up so much distrust against him from last fight and i took it that all of his friends included you would side with him, no matter what i said and did. So i eventually flipped from so much suspicion. But i wholeheartedly regret everything now, it has ruined my personality, everything i stood for... i threw it all in the dirt because of my growing suspicion, and now people probably think bad of me. I wanna get out of this hellbound circle, go back to my old self... and im more determined than ever. Maybe you have already lost all hope for me... but i WILL go back to my corner and not step out until i show humility again. I feel like im repeating myself but... gah, i seriously mean it man. Whenever i realize my mistakes, i go quiet. Then i reconsider everything ive done and i become more careful about what i do...

Why i started disliking him, is because i felt i was lied to, and taken advantage of. And that he jacked some of what i had left of friends off me. He poked on my pride in some way that triggered me. It all started from doubts... before it grew into a some mega heated issue, on an alarming level of suspicion and distrust. I was going insane. And i am being perfectly honest about what im saying right now. I always speak the truth, and i can go on with an essay this way. I guess i got mad at him for all the things above, and i couldnt tolerate it anymore. But this isnt me... ive fucked myself. I changed. Im done changed. Fuck it all. Im going back. And if no one have heart left to respect me again the same way, then i will understand... i fucked myself over and gave people the evil eye. And again im terribly sorry... try being depressed for 2 whole years and you will understand how a person can change. But still, i cant excuse myself from how ive been acting... im really sorry. :C

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Hellknight1000 In reply to Hammi4Real [2009-02-01 23:20:56 +0000 UTC]

Wow...
Well, you sound like you really truthfully mean everything you say, but I'm still not sure whether or not to really accept an apology that can easily be flushed down the drain just as easy as the last one and the one before.
BUT. You came right up to me and apologized, on your own free will. I can definitely respect you for that.
But right here and now I'M going to spill out what I honestly think:

Hammi, I did say before that I was unsure about your apology but if I can actually SEE this change of yours happen, then I can surely accept your apology if you promise promise PROMISE not to be so uptight about everyone around you. We're all trying to be helpful to one another, so what is it about you that you think people would poke at for? What's there to gain from doing that? Friends are supposed to TRUST one another and be there to help one another.
Scorp ESPECIALLY deserves an apology more than anyone else, because he's always trying to be helpful and considerate for others. You must of misinterpreted something somewhere because there's no way in hell he'd lie to any of his friends. I trust him in everything he says 100%; he's just out there to draw, have fun, and help others including you. If he were doing something seriously wrong, I'd tell him, as a friend, about it. But in this case Hammi, I'm telling YOU as a friend, that this madness HAS to come to a stop. It doesn't get anyone anywhere. Here we are coming back to square one where everything goes back to the way it was.
Unfortunately I can't guarantee that Scorp will be as forgiving as I am. This has happened so many times now, and it's getting more difficult to forgive after each conflict.

Anyway, there. That's all I have to say. Please understand that I'm trying to make this situation better, and I'm telling you this to help out.
So I guess all I have left to say is welcome back, and I hope everything eventually works out. If I mentioned anything that you think I misunderstood then I apologize.

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Hammi4Real In reply to Caballo-Sama [2009-01-22 02:46:19 +0000 UTC]

Youre welcome, i like how shes levitating while shes unconscious. And i like how youve added clothing to her feet/paws and stringed em up in many of your pics. Nice and stylish personal touch. Also, why the sad face?

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Caballo-Sama In reply to Hammi4Real [2009-01-22 03:28:51 +0000 UTC]

xD for nothing..

´|3 so I am grateful...

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Hammi4Real In reply to Caballo-Sama [2009-01-22 09:50:32 +0000 UTC]

Heh okay then

Youre welcome, i might fave more of your pics.

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Hammi4Real In reply to WolverinePriestess [2009-01-16 14:51:01 +0000 UTC]

Youre welcome, its so beautiful in its traditional concept. Lovely.

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WolverinePriestess In reply to Hammi4Real [2009-01-16 15:57:41 +0000 UTC]

Thank-you so much

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Hammi4Real In reply to WolverinePriestess [2009-01-16 17:53:31 +0000 UTC]

Gah i feel stupid.

I should be leaving this comment at your deviation instead.

But yeah youre welcome!

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Hammi4Real In reply to lenkalamari [2009-01-14 20:52:10 +0000 UTC]

Hamsters are hairy

im not that hairy PALLLLLLLL

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