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DareWeBelieve
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[2010-09-09 23:01:47 +0000 UTC]
"what do"
(United States)
# Statistics
Favourites: 649; Deviations: 12; Watchers: 49
Watching: 152; Pageviews: 8999; Comments Made: 1413; Friends: 152
# About me
-Vagina owner.
-18
-High School Graduate
-Beauty School Graduate
-Books and music are a large part of my life.
-Christofer Drew Ingle is my idol. I aspire to be like him.
-My name is legally Christofer, that is not because of Christofer Drew.
-I live in Virginia Beach with my amazing girlfriend.
-I wrote this, "I know this fucking amazing girl that I plan to meet as soon as possible. She's literally exactly me. I love talking to her every single night,making dino noises at each other that make a certain person fangirl to the point of death. She's adorable as all else&I thank God that I have the chance to know her. No matter what other people thing, she's amazing. I love her so much." trying to hide but not hide that I had a girlfriend.
-I've been with my girlfriend since September 29th at 3:47am eastern time.
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Hey, you guys. c: painfulVeracity here.
Let me tell you about a girl named Christofer Finney.
On the outside, she's a pretty little thing. She's got the nicest hair that, even when she's just woken up and it's all "out of place"? It looks absolutely fantastic. Her hetero-chromatic eyes are mesmerizing, and I could literally stare at them for hours, days, months, even years. I'd never be bored. Her voice is lovely and probably one of the sweetest sounds I've ever heard, if not THE sweetest. She makes the damn cutest faces, even when she's pissed off or saddened, and damn if those deep-ass dimples she hates don't make me smile and giggle every time. Likely thanks to her long-time experience with soccer, she's got to have the nicest body I've ever seen. Prettiest hips, prettiest stomach, and oh...speaking of her body. Don't even get me STARTED on those collarbones of hers, which compliment her two glittering piercings with practical perfection.
But when you get past the outer part of her and get to know her better than just a pretty face with a lovely voice, you find one of the most beautiful human beings that has ever graced this world with her presence.
Christofer is probably the most selfless person I have ever met in my entire life of 17 years. She could care less about her own problems, or even if a person in need has ever hurt her or wronged her in any way. If someone needs help, she will reach out to them and pull them up, no matter how much it hurts her in the process. I've never seen so much compassion, so much patience, such a sweet person. She met me when I was at my lowest, and instead of casting me away like her friends had once told her to, she gave me a chance. She waited, got to know me, waited until she understood the entire situation, and once she finally did, she made her decision. And her decision was not to throw me out, push me away, beat me down, and/or treat me like shit. No. This girl held out her hand to me, pulled me out of the dirt, brushed the dust off of me, and held me up, EVEN THOUGH, at the time in her OWN life she was experiencing her own problems that were dragging her further down and down every day into a seemingly inescapable darkness. And as she let me in? As she, when it all comes down to it, had almost never done for anyone else? She was able to grab MY hand when I reached out to HER.
Like butterflies spreading their wings for the first time, Christofer and I are learning together what it means to finally, truly be free. Together, we're breaking free of these chains. And one day, we will truly be together.
This isn't just "internet love," dearies. This isn't just "highschool sweethearts". This isn't just a fling.
You might say it's unwise to, so early in the relationship, claim "true love" or "fate".
You might say, especially for someone like myself with such a twisted, broken past and so many dark, threatening stories surrounding me....that this will never work, that I could never deserve someone so perfect as Chris, who's already had so much pain in her life and definitely doesn't need someone like me, dragging her down and making her life miserable again.
But the thing is, Christofer's changed me. For the better. I see clearly, now, and I know right from wrong.
Never again will I go down that dark, distorted path that I once called home.
"Home is where the heart is," they say. And my heart is, and will likely always be, with her. Thus, this is how it will stay.
I love you, Christofer, and I always will.
Never forget that.
You may feel alone sometimes, but remember, I'll always be there.
If you close your eyes, maybe you'll even feel my hand holding yours tightly.
And one day, when you open them again?
I will truly be there.
I love you, my angel of music.
# Comments
Comments: 331
You're definitely welcome, the poem was very lovely.
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My pleasure~
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Thanks for the watch! Glad you like my art enough to watch for more!
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Of course.<5 c: sorry for the month late reply, but, yeah, you're definitely worth watching.c:
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Haha it's no problem ;D I'm, like, three weeks late lol.Β
Thanks again, and I hope you continue to enjoy c:
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Pfff, it's okay, I'm almost always late. cx
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wellofcourse.yourartissocute.>/////<
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Ah!!! And thank you for the watch as well ugh ;u;
I'm so flattered, thank you ;a;
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ohmygodwhat. nonononoway. you did not just follow me. Not with the amazing art that you have. holy cow. no. iCAN'T. HOW CAN YOU THINK THAT???
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i just love your anatomy, style, everythinnnng, youΒ deserve way more watchers uwu
hh and thank you too!
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that's just, hsdjkha, that's a huge compliment, wow, thank you so much for thinking that, ahhh, i can't handle this.
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iloveyoutoo Β 4 days until your birthday<5
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I love you more. >o>
And now it's only a few hours until my birthday. Cos I'm late.
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and now it's like 4 days after your birthday, cos i'm way late.
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I believe I have out-late'd you on accident.
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Seeing as it's almost /MAY/ 12th, I believe /I/ have out late'd /YOU./
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Thank you very much for the watch, I really appreciate it c:
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:iconuhuhuhuplz : You should d8 me, cuz ur reely kool n ur art is hella rad uhuhuhu...
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ha,haha,hahahaha,ew no, ur ert Β is tew rad 4 me
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OH NO IT DIDNT WORK
SHE'LL NEVER LOVE ME
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OH, THE SHAME. OH, THE HUMILIATION.
OH, THE Β H U M A N I T Y.
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mloopdeedoopisuckatreplyingbutitsokaybecauseyoustilllovemeright
hey. hey. hey.
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asdjhsakjdsa,of course i still love you, you butt.
hiya~~
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Good. c: What've you been up to recently? Haven't talked to you in a while~
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Not too much, same old, same old. My Cosmetology license /finally/ got transferred to my current state, woo. What's been up with you?! How's winter treating youu?
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Yayyy! and like, nothing really? I'm finally graduating in June auuughhh.
ANYWAYS. IM SORRY I SUCK AT REPLYING BECAUSE I KEEP GETTING DISTRACTED AND NEVER ACTUALLY LOG IN TO DA.
I miss you though sfsdlfjlqj
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Jesus Christ. Graduating in June. yoU'RE GETTING SO OLD. AHHH.
andit'sokay,dude. Hell, if anything, I'd happily give you my full name for facebook or some other site we have in common. I trust that you're no pedophilia creeper.
hdaskhaks,imissyoutooo
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pfft. hardly. YOU'RE OLD THO.
"I trust you're not a perophile" ...I'll take that as a compliment?? Bahaha but yeah, sure, I trust you're not a pedophile either. 
So how you doin' lady?
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pffff! I'm not that old!!!
good, as you should.cx
I'm doing pretty well, buuuusy. how have you been doing??
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dkahdkasd I don't even remember how old you are, ya fart. You're probs like 56 or something, grandma. 
Dooneneee
Busy with? I've been well. Not doing much though myself, pretty boring around here to be honest.
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56? Well damn, I sure do look fabulous for my age. ;D -shot-
Eh, work and helping out at my s/o's play for her school.
Boring?? WELP, TIME FOR YOU TO TAKE A TRIP THEN, DUDE, COME JOIN THE AMERICANS IN GOOD OLD VIRGINIER~~~~. Kidding, kidding, how is schooooool, your last year treating you well? Hmmm? Hmmmmmmm?
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Hells yeah lady!
PLAY. sdkjgfnsdfns I'm in a play right now its fun <3 What's it called?
WILL AMERICANS ACCEPT ME?? WILL I FIT IN IT I BRING MY POLAR BEAR??
Ahaa, its treating me well actually. C: super freaking busy with school work and more thanΒ half of it isn't even core class stuff kwjefnw but its good actually. C: Wooo
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dUDE, WHAT PLAY ARE YOU IN? WHAT CHARACTER ARE YOU?? HOW IS THE REST OF THE CAST??? ARE YOU ENJOYING IT????
We were doing Beauty and the Beast.d: It was great and fun, but, I'm used to being stage manager, and the director wanted me to be, had it not been for work, I would have. Even so, I don't like being all pompous and I'm all for equal opportunity and people trying out things, but the SM was supposed to be fantastic, but she was just power hungry and didn't help out much and I ended up taking over. -groan-
YES. WE WILL ACCEPT THE POOR CANADIAN INTO OUR LOVELY ESTABLISHMENT.
ohgoodness, at least school is almost over? Although that puts a ton more pressure on things....When do you get to be free of school?d:
WHAT ELSE IS GOING ON, BRO-DUDE??
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wELL ITS KIND OF CONFUSING CAUSE WE kind of took an old play, rips it to shreds and reconstructed it. It's called Check Please; The Musical, but originally it was just Check Please. :I I'm uhh aΒ wrote-inΒ fake-blind-on-a-date-thief, a chick named Scarlett and a 6 year old boy for .8 seconds. I'm also ended up teching the play at the same time somehowΒ becauseΒ aΒ three of our backstage/technical guysΒ had to leave us andΒ I justΒ sort of ended up doing that and its kind of exhausting as hell doing both.Β :I But yeah, love it~
That's awesome! Too bad about stage manager though :c That's what happened with one of our guys. So I guess its kind of good and bad you didn't originally become SM? In a weird kind of way? That's sucky though. How often have you been SM before?Β
WOO!! YES THANK GOD THATS EXCITING THANK YOU I SHALL VISIT ONE DAY ONCE UPON A TIME YES. WITH MY POLARBEAR.
June 7th is grad, but my freaking final diploma is on the 13th. SO.
UHH. CADETS BUT THAT LITERALLY NOTHING EXCITING AT ALL??
WHAT ABOUT YOU DUDE?? WHAT YOU DOING OTHERWISE. WHAT JOB TO YOU HAVE THE PIRVILAGE OF WORKING?
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That sounds really freaking cool, actually. tHREE DIFFERENT CHARACTERS. YEAAAAH, YOU GO BRO. YOU PLAY THAT LITTLE BOY.
Jesus Christ you're doing a whole lot, that sounds way too complicated, wow.. It's good that you like it, though, very good.c:
XD True,true.
I've never /technically/ been SM, since I'm not a part of the school, so it can't go in that I'm SM, but the "SM" never did his work, just sat by the curtain and held the cord while I did all the work; so prominent that just all of the cast made it clear that I was the SM and not him, thanks to that, they want to induct me, even though I can't be.
dUDE THAT WOULD BE SO COOL. WE'VE ONLY BEEN TALKING TO EACH OTHER SINCE WE WERE YOUNG. A VISIT SHALL OCCUR.Β
less than a month, ohhhman.
CADETS? HOW IS IT NOT EXCITING. DUDE. WHAT DO YOU DO?
apf, absolutely nothing other than work and work. MY PRIVILEGED ARSE HAS THE PLEASURE OF BEING A STYLIST.
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TWO AND A QUARTER. But there are to many freaking deadlines recently. :c
Ahahaha! Not gonna lie, that's pretty funny you ended up taking over instead. Its nice of you to step up when they needed someone, even though it wasn't technically your place. c: It sucks for the actual SM, but if they weren't doing their job I say yeah, its right that you take the title. We've got people from past classes/outside of our school that come in to help us too, its sweet of them, especially since technically they don't have to be there, but they help anyways. c:
UHHH LIKE SINCE I WAS LIKE 10 MAYBE??? 9?? IDK LONG TIME AGO HUUU.
DUDE LIKE A HANDFUL OF MY FRIENDS ARE IN THE US IN NEW YORK RIGHT NOW WITHOUT ME WHAT TURDS.
uuuhhh we learn about plANES AND LIVING IN BUSHES WOOOO.
aND I GET TO TEACH ABOTU PLANES AND BUSHES WOOOO.
ALSO I TOTALLY KNEW THAT I FORGOT OOPS
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