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# Statistics
Favourites: 8477; Deviations: 303; Watchers: 38
Watching: 199; Pageviews: 21529; Comments Made: 3967; Friends: 199
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: An X-Ray Technician who became a photographer ;-)Favorite movies: None, really. Lord of the Rings, X-Men ... That's pretty much it.
Favorite TV shows: Stargate Atlantis, SG-1, Sanctuary, MacGyver. Other then that, not much lately. ;-)
Favorite bands / musical artists: ALL of them, pretty much.
Favorite books: Stargate Atlantis Fan Books
Favorite writers: puddle_of_goo ;-)
Favorite games: Mine Craft, currently ;-D!
Favorite gaming platform: Computer?
Tools of the Trade: Old School, Pencil&Paper. But I AM learning Photoshop ;-)
Other Interests: Mechanics, Physics, Origami, String Theory, Science (with out the math ;-) ), Sci. Fi. Stuff; β¦ there's a lot. ;-)
# About me
I'm miserable, and I've decided that for the rest of the time I have to be alive I want to be happy and enjoy my life and have as enjoyable a life as I can.In order for me to enjoy myself I NEED to
1. Move out and live on my own.
2. Move to a LIBERAL DEMOCRAT State that is NOT tied down. ( One that accepts gays as NORMAL PEOPLE and gives them their FULL RIGHTS and gives them the FULL RIGHT TO MARRY. :) :D )
3. Go back to school and obtain an Art Degree. :-)
4. Last but not least the first initial thing I'll have to do before I can do any of the above is Pay Off my Skyrocketing Medical bills.More then likely I'll have to set up payment plans and will NEVER pay them off, but still this is my goal. But since the prospect of actually paying them off is well, not realistic I listed this as last.
5. And since were getting into day dreams here, Be physically well.
Sadly this one may not be able to be accomplished. But if I get enough money I might be able to go to some place that has the resources and technology along with medical advancements hat are far enough ahead to be able to at least diagnose what is wrong with me.
Buying anything that I sell will help me in my goals and to obtain a better life for myself.
Granted I listed my wants in order of me being able to accomplish them. Sadly I am so far behind in my medical bills (which are compounding because of interest )that when it comes to entirely paying off any medical bills I highly doubt this will happen. Especially if I end up being able to go somewhere that gives cutting edge research. Then of course my bills will just never be paid off entirely, I'll just end up paying them off bit by bit as best I can for the rest of my life.
But to put aside this depressing bit I'd very much like to be able to be happy and live as healthy as I can for the remaining life I have left.
In order to do this though I'll have to move out and into a state that allows me to have rights and think the way I want to, and believe the way I want to.
I can not do that now. :(!
So I'm going to do my damnedest to sell my art and anything you buy will make my life a better one and at the least a little less stressful. :)
So thank you anyone who comes along and likes my stuff enough to buy it and may god Bless You for buying from me. :)
Thank You. :)
:)
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# Comments
Comments: 1689
Kaye-Star [2017-02-12 11:01:18 +0000 UTC]
Happy 2017! Well, I hope it's happy for you. How have you been as of late?
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0L50NJ4 In reply to Kaye-Star [2018-03-07 08:02:05 +0000 UTC]
Hi =-)
I'm not sure I know you, do I?Β Sorry, I just never knew anyone with the Screen Name FlamesofSugar if you changed your name then I might recall the old one.
and well, Happy 2018 actually. Sorry if this was a message to the wrong person. But if I did know you at one time sorry I didn't get back to you till now. a TON has been going on in my life, and none of it really good.
Well, except for some good stuff that I can't talk about, sadly, but anyway.
Well ... message me back and let me know who you are again? and ahh ... yeah, ... sorry?Β *blush!* =-?
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Kaye-Star In reply to 0L50NJ4 [2018-03-07 15:01:11 +0000 UTC]
That's probably because the last time I said anything to you, it was 1/31/15. You were ill, I think, and didn't respond much. But I am glad to see you are, well, still alive.
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0L50NJ4 In reply to Kaye-Star [2018-03-08 06:05:11 +0000 UTC]
Oops! Yeah, sorry about messaging you here, I didn't realize how long it had been till right before I sent the darn message. I thought it said earlier this year, sorry about this.
Thanks for responding back to me anyway, and so quickly. Most people the way I respond I expect to not get a response at all most of the time, especially on a Message Board type setting like this.
Thankfully I'm very much well (compared to how I was, dying) now, and yes very much still alive. I'm still sick and not entirely out of the woods, but now THANKFULLY at the moment I seem to be on the outskirts of the wood, so I'm actually in the sunshine for once, which feels GREAT! =-D!
I was saved believe it or not, but I won't go into that unless you want me to.
I still don't recall you at all, but back then my mind was so darn GONE and beyond flaky that it makes sense that I might contact someone, say who knows what and not recall them.
Ssooo... How are you doing? What's going on in your life?
If I know you.
Sorry I still don't recall, for me I'm meeting a stranger, someone entirely new.
Anyway, I'm gonna cut this off since I'm rambling and feeling very very awkward.
I'll let you get back to me if you want to, but it was nice talking to someone. =-)
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Kaye-Star In reply to 0L50NJ4 [2018-03-09 04:56:37 +0000 UTC]
No offense taken. I am not someone you ever knew outside of the internet. Just here on DeviantArt for a short while. Truthfully, I can't remember where or when I first came across you. That happens to me for everyone. I never remember exactly how I met someone.
But it's to hear you've gotten much better. My own life is exhausting, to say the least. School, work, blisters and sore muscles... okay, I won't complain. But exhausting sums it up.
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0L50NJ4 In reply to Kaye-Star [2015-12-13 03:27:00 +0000 UTC]
It's early now, but you too =-)
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Kaye-Star In reply to 0L50NJ4 [2015-12-20 23:45:28 +0000 UTC]
Hey there! So sorry you've been feeling horribly, but glad to see you are still around!
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0L50NJ4 In reply to Kaye-Star [2016-06-06 02:31:48 +0000 UTC]
Thank you I needed to here this today. =-)
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Francoise-Evelyne [2014-12-22 19:35:09 +0000 UTC]
Hi! I just wanted to tell that I finished my exploding head that you ed once .
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Madam--Kitty [2014-05-14 18:51:45 +0000 UTC]
Hi. wanna join my group called Anti-illuminati-01?Β anti-illuminati-01.deviantart.β¦
P.S. The group is about politics in case you were wondering.
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0L50NJ4 In reply to Madam--Kitty [2014-06-11 20:53:31 +0000 UTC]
well, I'm hardly on here so not right now. But thanks anyway. =-)
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EvanescentEvents [2014-04-17 00:28:07 +0000 UTC]
Thanks for the fav on evanescentevents.deviantart.co⦠!
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0L50NJ4 In reply to EvanescentEvents [2014-06-11 20:54:28 +0000 UTC]
You're Welcome =-)
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EvanescentEvents In reply to EvanescentEvents [2014-04-17 00:28:27 +0000 UTC]
Thanks for the fav on this too evanescentevents.deviantart.co⦠!
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0L50NJ4 In reply to Genericdreams [2014-04-12 03:48:27 +0000 UTC]
You're welcome It was beautiful and quite good.
( And thanks for the link in your comment, I always like being able to go back and be refreshed on what I commented on, it's usually a while before I can respond so I forget easily *blush!* )
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Madam--Kitty [2014-03-24 17:19:21 +0000 UTC]
Hi! wanna join my group called Anti-illuminati-01? anti-illuminati-01.deviantart.β¦
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ei9 [2014-01-21 03:08:27 +0000 UTC]
Β thanks for the comments and I love your MLK pictures. we are grateful to have a holiday for a great man today like DR.King. Keep up the great work and God bless!
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0L50NJ4 In reply to ei9 [2014-02-15 22:30:00 +0000 UTC]
Wow, thank you so much no one's been really liking my MLK Pictures, odd. I figured a LOT more people would take a look and like it.
Well, thank you so much for your kind words and encouragement I sure do NEED it.
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